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2010-02-28T06:50:00.000-08:00

Day #97

Hmms .. rndm fact : i'm gna be 16 this year :D
another rndm fact : i'm gna sit for my olv this year :D
yawnns ..
using com lesser and lesser TT so many stuffs happen D:
including th class t thing . wlao D:
last min call me say late delivery sia ! wth ! thn i sian diao l:
eeyerrr . so i think i .. thurs going Oo ' again ..
Hope everyone will be happy upon getting their last-year class t :D
last year in rs lehs ! :D wheee wan suis :D heees .
Well , thre were things we argued abt bfr finally settling th class t stuff , but , we still managed to settle it :D another wan suis :D yay heees .

Another 2 mroe papers till th end of CT :D yay . for some of us larh :D hees .
Mon got cca , tues we going pasta mania celebr :D
wed cca again , so thurs im free :D to get class t lol . yawnnnnns .

Soon , i'm gna turn in for th night :D yay .

-thend :D

Happy 2nd mnth , baby :D hugs and kisses c:

2010-02-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

Day #96

Yay happy CNY ! :D
It's CNY cum vday ! :D yay . But id ditn get any vday present today TT
but ARIGATO AGNES for giviong us advanced vday present ! xD so cute xD heees .
I feel so bad not giving you any xD hees .

* lol i just noticed th mini cake i ate is from a shop called cbox .. Oo' *

Yawnnnnns . Yst th reunion dinner was damn fail larh xD HAHAHAHHHS !
Our portions kept decreasing xD
1st dish : assorted dish platter .
It's okhay arh .. apetizer marh xD

2nd dish : shark fin soup .
Served , one bowl per person . and you know how BIG is th bowl ?
Th bowl's diameter couldnt even cover half my palm size ! and somemore it's 3quarters full only ! D:

3rd dish : Longevity noodles .
Same bowl used , but barely half full .__.
But we still ate ..

4th dish : Mushroom and brocoli .
Wth ! it only let us each have one mushroom and max 2 brocoli !
I only ate one ! D:

5th dish : steamed fish .
each of us only ate one quarter palm size area of a fish .___.

6th dish ( i think it's th last dish ) : dessert , red bean paste .
Okhay cos this didnt look apetizing , i managed to have 2 bowls of it xD hees .

All th time , during th dinner , we kept asking for tea and ice water refills xD
So at th end of th meal , while we were still shocked to learn tht it's th dessert , my bro sudd said , " know whad's th main course of this dinner ? "
He held up his glass of tea and said , " this . er xiao jie ke yi bang wo refill marh ? xie xie . "
LOL and we all burst into laughter xD HAHAHAHAHHHS ! thn we asked for more refills aft his statement . cool xD

And guess whad ? given these portions of food , it cost 69 bucks for each of us ! we were like , wthhhhhhhh ! give us THAT amt of moneh we can organise next year's tuan yuan fan and feed us 4 times as full xD hahahahhhs ! thn my dad say , ON arh ! next year they do xD

And this yeat th tuan yuan fan isnt filling .__.
So not filling tht we went to th nearest mac . but unfortunately , its full TT
So we went home and cook instant noodles ! :D

-thend-

2010-01-31T06:22:00.000-08:00

Day #95

Yawnnns .. I cant get into fb ! TT fb is lagging again .. TT whaaaaaaas !
Whn will they fix this prob ? D: grrrrr .
I want photoshop CS4 ! D: i wna edit picts ! TT
I wna make miracles ! xD LOL !

MY FB STILL HVN FINISH LOADINNGGGGGGG ! ARGHHH !
My HomeInnnnnnn TT whaaaas . ima go slap their face ! TT

It's gna be a long time again , th next time i MIGHT update my blog xD heeees .
Lol .

-thend .

2010-01-29T23:25:00.000-08:00

Day #94

Picts ! again ! :D

Mf , agnes

Me , agnes

Mf , me

Mf , me , agnes :D

Me , mf :D

2010-01-29T23:14:00.000-08:00

Day #93

Picts ! :D

Joey and me :D

Humairah , ME and Mf :D

(Mf) humairah , ME :D

SAMANTEH ! Mf , ME :D

Mf , ME :D

2010-01-29T22:46:00.000-08:00

Day #92

Like i promised , picts ! :D

2010-01-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

Day #91

22:14 . 23rd jan . 23RD JAN .
23RD JANUARY 2O1O
Whoas . See how long sia D: so many stuffs happened . class blog opened :D hees .
And , im lazy to relink >_________<
I'll be ( hopefully ) uploading some picts , we took in class :D okhay , not in class . sch :D sch toilet :D heeeees .
Usu camwhore in toilet , mrsee class :D LOL ! hees .

Dates to rmb :D
13TH JAN ! laopeh Jinlin birthday :D happy birthday Jinlin ! :D
Not like you'll come and read this larh , aft like , so long ? :D But , scared laopeh you think i forgot lerh marh :D so post here lorh :D hees . Im sorry you still hvn received your present from me D: cos i still making it ! :D heeeees . I had a hard time saving up THAT moneh .____.

17TH JAN ! NUER agnes birthday xD happy birthday agnes :D
Also , again , its not like you're gna come and read this . xD and yea also , im sorry you still hvn get your present too xD heeeeees . I'm still working on it too ! :D heees trust me xD

28th DEC 2OO9 ! white fantasy
:D lets jy tgt khayyyyys c: heeees .

last but not least ,
25th DEC 2OO9 xiaofan birthday :D heeeeeees .
we love you xiao fan :D

I shall post th picts asap khayyys :D heees .

thend .

I'll be your wish , i'll be your dream , i'll be your fantasy ..

2009-10-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

Day #9O

hahahhs . 1Omore to go till 1OOth post . It's dead , i know c: thanks jying for visiting x:

hear SOS-shine . :D nice and it kinda sings my feelings out l: at this point of time o:
Sometimes i have this sudden urge to cry .. and i feel like hugging someone . l:
sighs .. . .

Wells , i was bored , thn i go use photoscape go edit zy pict lol . Not sure if i can post it up here .. cos scared he scold x: gna show him 1st x: still need brush up on my editing skills l:

Sighhhs .

Thend ?

&EOY eoy ..

2009-09-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

Day#89

Still a long way to go till th 1OOth post x:
EOY .. Ima need to pass AMATHS D:
I need help , desperate help D:
Dont know can get help from Leo not l: hmms ..
since i peh him go play tz he can help marh :D hees . let's hope so ..

Started playing PUMP at tz :D its coooooool !
my 1Obucks can last me for 2hours ! thts long ! :D
Still owe zy 1.5Obucks x: hees . thts th amt one game costs .
ex right ? D:

Last night i dream abt sth so funny x:
Th whole of sec3 in RS migrated to Japan :D
all in th same sch :D
thn its like , a boarding sch , everyone stays in th sch .
Thn , th happy thing is , i got a very shuaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii jap bffff ! :D :D !
Thn agnes cannot stop buying food from th sch canteeeen :D guess its nice barh x:
Jiawen was again , always whid fiona and claudia x:
Thn jiaying dont know whre x:
But alot of shuai jap guys laaaa ! :D
Now here comes th funny part .
Everynight , th will be a kungfu match in th parade sq . -__-
Thn got who watch this matches lehs ?
Cannot guess one x:
Th King and Queen of China -__-
They sat in tht sch th parade sq . Got one stage for them to sit one .
Thn its like , it doesnt fit !
Th kign and queen wearing china trad costumes , th robe and th dno whad , thn below th stage all th jap high sch students wearing shuai black un-trad sch uni ! :D
Funny ! :D i woke and laughed x:

I sms-ed jiaying abt my dream x: she said she wna a shuai jap boyf too ! :D hees .
Thn planning to migrate to Japan x:
LOL .
Now work hard in macs , get our pays , thn hopefully can get card by 18 , thn off we go ! :D
Thn go thre swap here swap thre thn daddy pays for it all in sg x: Hees ! LOL !

Nice right x: Im so highhhhhhhhhh ! I'm coming shuai jap boyfffff ! ~ :D

&Pls let dreams come true :D

2009-09-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

Day #88

Got bitten by mosquitoes -__-
Today was .. rli a very sian day . So sian i didnt talk whn i went out whid parents .
So sian i called JJ to chat at Darren's hse . So sian i almost cried in my grandmarh's hse .
Today was rli rli sian . Sian nehhhh D:

Played solitaire on my hp till my eyes watered and couldn't see th shapes clearly .
I couldn't differentiate a spade and and a club . So i sat on my grandmarh's too-soft sofa , and tried to slp . It was so soft , i rli cannot slp . And i was sms-ing zy . yawnnnns .. Thn ltr on , he went to slp , cos he tired . Thn khay lorh o: I survived alone x:

During dinner , i saw a baby girl , sitting in a baby chair . her father was feeding her whid a spoon . all th girl needs to do is just sit at her baby chair , open her mouth and say ' ahhh ' for th spoon to go into her mouth . Thn horh , whn her father wna feed her , she open her mouth . 'ahhh' thn , th father look up and talk to his friend , leaving th spoon 1inch from her mouth . 'ahhhh' and th spoon still doesnt go in x: she just sit thre looking at th spoon whid her mouth wide . 'ahhh' LOL funny larh x: thn sudd in th mid of th dinner i burst out laughing x: it was so not like me today lorh , whole day nvr talk , sudd laugh during dinner in a foodcourt . Oo

But today , my dad kinda .. didnt scold me much barh . Whn he bored , example in th lift , he would have this .. concerned look on his face . thn he will touch my face and ask , 'why so moody ? keep sulking arh huhh ?' he did this several times in IMM today . He didnt even scold me whn i got lost from my bro . usu he will say , 'eh can be more enthusiastic to your surrounding and not listen music till lost can or not?'
Today he was like , not ? I got lost from my bro two times . whn we were out of popular , he just bought a compass for jordan marh , thn he ask him , 'anything else to buy ?'
jordan shook his head . Thn daddy turned to me , ask , ' you lehs ? need buy anything ? '
I was shocked he asked tht qn , cos usu if i wanted sth , he would ask me buy myself , using my own moneh . he ask worh o_O thn i ans lorh l:
' erhh .. yeaa . i needed to buy paintbrush for art . '
thn he was like , almost immediately , headed back for popular .
Thn i kinda managed to pull him back by saying ,
' but not from popular one . popular one very ex . i wna buy from Daiso . cheap . and tcher say good . '
He looked at me and said , ' Daiso ? how you know cheap ? '
' Daiso 2bucks right ? '
' Thn how you know good ? '
' i used tht lol . '
' diff art need diff brush worh . '
' Yeaa and i need buy round brush for batik , if we doing it again . i had a hard time doing it whid a flat brush . '
' oh .. thn just now i go Daiso you nvr say want buy ? '
' cos you say you going cut hair marh .. i didnt know you going Daiso . '
' oh ohs .. '

Weird , calm conver . Thn whn we went up th escalator , he handed me 5bucks . Shocked , again . he thn told me to go buy my brush , thn change 3 bucks rturn him . Thn while jordan and i wnt into Daiso , he went out to smoke .

Thn for th rest of th day , i was quiet . thre was sth abt my unusual quietness tht led me to play com one also x: funny lol . but let's go in sequence ;D

At IMM , we went to buy th ji pa thing . add pepper and chili powder one . nice :D whn buying it , daddy like , turn and ask me if i wanted anything . i shook my head . jordan nodded , say yea i want more chili :D thn daddy went to pay . i stared at th lady preparing th snack . well .. past experiences tell me tht i shld ask her cut it smaller if i wna eat tht . so i ask her help me cut smaller piece lorh o: thn bro shout from behind me , 'auntiiiiiie ! deng yi xia ke yi bang worh fang duor yi dian .. na ke and na ke marh ? :D ' Th auntie smaile lol P: as if she thought he was cute . okhay larh , quite P: thn i took th packet . i ate one , thn gave it to my bro , thn to daddy . aft tht daddy say he felt like eating mee rebus . thn went to this shop , queue up . i went over to jordan thre , ate another piece and went back to daddy . daddy ask me , ' whad you doing here ? Oo you want eat ah ? ' i shook my head . ' oh .. '

His food rdy . thn he move his tray to th cashier . he ask me want drink not . thn i think for awhile . tht's kinda normal for me marh , to think for awhile before giving an ans . but he didnt seem to rush me worh today . thn i walked over to jordan , ask him whad he wna drink . i came back ltr , say to daddy , ' jordan say he want green tea . ' he wasn't angry whid me like i thought he would be . he asked me a qn and i walked away ? he usu would have scolded me for tht . but he didnt . he said okhay and i went to get th drink , at my normal pace . my normal pace was VERY slow to him .. but again , he didnt scold . weird .

thn aft tht he wanted to eat at burger king . lol . thn while eating onion rings , he tried to like , talk , mostly to get my attention lol . to get me talking . well , i did talk , but not much .

thn yeah at my grandmother's hse , sms zy , zy go slp , i almost cried . and yeaa . sofa too soft .

Back at home , whle waiting for my bro to finish using th toilet , i watched intitial D . watch till my dad ask my , ' you bath alr not ? ' i shook my head .
' hvn ? thn why sitting here watching dvd ? '
' oh .. i waiting for jordan marh . thnw atch lorh . '
' oh .. go bathe now lorh . '
thn i go bathe .
aft bathing , i went back watching initial D . aft awhile , daddy called from his room . i went into his room lorh . he ask me , why i nvr ask for com . is it bcoz i know i wont get it or i dont feel like playing . thn i told him th truth lol .

' I didnt feel like asking . '
' oh ? you dont feel like playing ? '
' i feel like playing . but dont feel like asking . '
' huhh got like tht one ah ? '
' yeaa . those days i nvr play com is cos i didnt feel like asking . '
' so now you feel like playing ? '
' kinda .. yeaa . '
' so you wna play ? '
' erh .. yea . '
' thn go play lorh . stop whn jordan stop . '
' why ? '
' whad why ? he stop you stop lorh . he just started . 2hours . '
' ohs .. '

thn i went back watching initial D . i wanted to finish this epi 1st cos my player cannot search -__-
and th why ? part , tht's my usual ans to sth lol .

so .. yeaa . im here , and i gtg . hees . c:

&I wish everyday could be as calm as this .

2009-09-10T23:42:00.000-07:00

Day #87

Ohs x:
and i think i have started another story :D

LUCY

Lucy is a ghost :D
She was a dancer . She got into th finale of her dream competition , . Yeah she got into it , cos she rli did practiced , hard . So hard . She got no parental encouragement . Both her parents died , making her an prphan . She's quiet , no friends to talk to . Other children in th orphanage mostly paikia :D She was also cursed , somehow o:

It's her turn , her turn to showcase her talents , to let her efforts pay off on th stage .
She dances , but slipped and fell . th jewel on her choker shattered , and that made her die . Her life was dependant on th bright red jewel a witch had gave her .

Thn she needs to find all th pieces of her jewel so she can finally rest in peace . she has to get th jewel back together and see th witch . most of th pieces were somehow recovered , but a small piece still lies hidden .

She thn haunts a girl , Shiika . Lazy to write lerh x:
This storyline i sketched in here is really brief .. and funny x:
But wells x:
Im on it :D

&LUCY

2009-09-10T23:14:00.000-07:00

Day #86

After like so long , i finally came back to post c:

Th school hols have started , and im rotting at home D:

WHY ?!

Sally went for npcc . Agnes JY i think go work barh .. o:
ZY working also . Hmm .. me alone .

This one week is sooo gna be sian . Today is th last day of th hols lerh D;
Plus tml and tmltml . 3 more days . 3 more days to both the ending of my sian-ness and th new beginning of another sian-ness . Great .

Just came back from Genting 3 days ago ;D
Went into CASINO ~ :D hees .
It was so cool :D i went in and th 1st thing i saw was ROWS AND ROWS OF SLOTS !
Omg ! Nice lehhhhs ! Slots ! Its fun to play :D all you have to do is place your bets and pull th trigger :D cool yeaaas ? :D
But i prefer BlackJack :D
Give you th tension whn you decide to hit . Will it go burst ? o:
Yeaa :D
Bacarat ( dont know how spell x: ) fun too :D

I followed my father to th entrance of th casino .
" you want go casino ? "
" yeaa . But can meh ? "
" hey want try ? i try smug you inside th casino ."
and so , yea :D
I followed my dad to th entrance . a security guard was checking temperatures .
I stayed cool and followed daddy .
" beep ! "
He took my temp and took th next one , my maid . Pass :D
I took a deep breath as i stepped into th casino . 1st time in thre in my 15years of existance .
Whoa . :D SLOTS ! :D
Thn just right inside , i saw another security guard . he saw me , and mentioned me to stop .
Stop ? okhay lorh . Thn not only me worh . he also go stop my maid . -__-
my dad came in . He ask " whad ? "
" eh she cannot go in lah . "
" why ? "
" give ic . "
" nvr bring laa . "
" passport . "
" also nvr bring laa . "
" thn sorry sir . "
Daddy points at me , " she cannot go in ah ? okhay . thn this one also cannot ah ? "
Daddy points at maid .
security guard :
" er .. "
" maid leh . "
" er ohoh sorry sir . can go can go . "

**

We laugh siaa x: stop me still okhay x:
Look young marh :D :D hees .
But then stop my maid ?! HAHAHAHHHHS !
Th security guard is see our age or see height one siaa ?! HAHAHAHHHHS !
My maid shorter thn me half head x:
AND HE STOP US BOTH xDDD
Funnnnnnny larh he x:

Thn i cannot go in casino lerh o:
Daddy brought me to lan thn go back casino lol .
Hardcore gamer . l: hmm lol .
nvm lol .
cannot go in casino , i can play my mom th psp :D
Hees . Mom's psp also got gambling games .

Maybe this christmas , family gathering , can play Da Xiao again :D omg it was so fun can :D
I think this CNY , arh shaun khorh win . followed by .. Jordan ..? Oo '
hees . wna play again x:
Daddy as th banker very funny x:
But he bias one !
He let jordan borrow moneh from bank o:
Hahahhhs just overall , fun larhh :D

AND IT'S JUST TH BEGINNING . TH FEELING IM FEELING NOW . CAN YOU FEEL IT ? CAN YOU TELL HOW I FEEL ? IT SUCKS . IT BRINGS ME DOWN TO TH SEA , TH OCEAN . IT'S COLD , AND DARK . NO LIFEBOAT CAN REACH THT FAR . NO LIFE GUARD AND REACH THT DEEP . IM ALONE . GIANT SQUIDS , OCTOPUS . ITS JUST TH DARK . TH COLDNESS WHIDIN . ITS UNBEARABLE . IM STONING . IM TRYING BUT I CANT MOVE ON . IM STUCK . IM FREEZING . IM LOOKING FOR AN ANCHOR . A HEATER . ANYTHING I CAN FIND , THT WILL SAVE ME . BUT THRE SEEMS TO BE NOTHING OUT HERE . NOTHING , NOONE . ITS ME ALONE . SURVIVING , YES , TILL NOW . NOT SURE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE BEFORE IT ENDS .

& TH NIGHT STAYS YOUNG .

2009-08-08T01:45:00.000-07:00

Day #85

OMG ! IT HAS BEEN SO LONG !
Now that facebook got interesting games , I lost the interest again to blogging . Hees . But then now , Renuga say must everyday blog one time for this english homework . Then blog lorh :D

WWW.JASLYNLOVESENGLISH.BLOGSPOT.COM !

So thre x:
My english blog :D
Hees .
I think all my posts very th long lehs x:
Me myself also tired of reading -____-
I can improve th ! Need improve on adding emotions . yeaaaa .

Ayyyyyyes sian sian sian .

OHHHHS !
I GET BACK MY HANDPHONE LERHHHH ! :D

Can feel free to sms me lerh :D hees !

&my fingers are numb .. P:

2009-06-23T02:10:00.001-07:00

Day #84

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELYNNNNN
Hees .
Here wishes my laobu happy birthday :D
May your wishes come true ,
May light shine your way c:
That makes us how many years of friends lerh ?
Let's count .. Backwards ..

Sec3
Sec2
Sec1

Pri6
Pri5
Pri4
Pri3
Pri2
Pri1

K2
K1

Wows . 11 years :D
Hees . Ans you tried hard to convince yourself tht you're older thn me .
NO WAYYYY ! IM MUCH MUCH OLDER THN YOU ARRRREEEEEEE ! :D

TODAY
I had my another 2teeth seperated from my family of teeth !
4gone now ! 1min of silence for them :D
Ohs ohs ! I on RC on another page x:
And whn i turned to check , i saw jy wlaking in x:
Omg jy is a bglahhhh :D
Hahahs.
Back to my topic .
Let's see ..
My 1st 2 teeth tio pluck out one ..
Still in th plastic bag . Sally was frk-ed out whn she saw tht x:
Next time can use tht to threaten her :D heeeeeees !
Thn today pluck one ..
Is drowned in a sealed bag :D
Yawnnnns ..
Today abit more painful lol .. D;

Actually is 4jabs .
2downstairs , 2on top .
Thn th dentist started tugging at my downstairs .
( i know it sounds wrg but , yeah c: )
Thn i ouch-ed . Thn she shocked x:
Pain arh pain arh ? She asked .
Thn i said , yeah kinda .
Thn she go ask her assistance ,
" eh another catridge pls "
Thn my eyes widen in horror !
I faster say
" eh nono ! is whn you pull pull pain only ! no need jab th pain th ! no ! "
Thn she was like ,
" no cannot ! must one more ! if not ltr you pain ! "
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas ?!
I dig my own gravvvvve .
But since alr jab 4times earlier , this 5th jab didnt feel like anything lol .
I didnt knew th thing touched my gums lol x:
So she slapped my face lol .
Actually feel quite shuang x:
Ask , pain marh pain marh ?
Thn i shake my head x:
Thn she cont tugging at my teeth .
I enjoyed it x___x
Like she massaging my teeth x:
Hahahahhhs ! Thn pluck !
Awwwws th teeth come out x:
So cute lorh x:
Sally dont know how xin shang my teeth x:

It's getting annoying . I'm giving myself , us , some time . Till th 29th . Tht's it , 29th . If things hvn change by then , i'll make it change . It's hurting me , but this has to stop . I'll wait . I'll wait to see if anything will happen . If nth does by then , I'll make it happen . I'll make tht sth happen . I dont wish for it .

I srsly dont wish for it . But if you do , i will . Just show me some evidence . Just show me something called th heater doesnt exist . I'll do it .

Aft so many years of experience , i still think , being single is th best c:
I have nth to worry abt .
I can do whad ever i want to whid out caring abt his feelings .
I dont have to be stress over why he hasnt called .
Or how he now feels abt me .
Im not sure if i can still hang on till 29th .
But , bear this in mind , im doing this for you .

&Go think again .

2009-06-17T07:33:00.001-07:00

Day#83

15thjune`O9

I WONDER WHADI WOULD DO

IF I SAW YOU WHID ANOTHER 'SHE' .

YOU GRAB HER WAIST

AND DRAW HER CLOSE .

HER HANDS AROUND YOURS ,

HEAD RESTING ON YOUR CHEST .

LISTENING TO THE HEARTNEAT

YOU BOTH MIGHT SHARE .

I WONDER WHAD I'LL DO

IF I FOUND OUT I WAS STILL IN TH BLUE ,

WHILE CHEATED BY YOU .I WONDER WHAD I'LL DO

IF I HEAR 'I LOVE YOU' OVER TH PHONE

WHID YOU AT TH END OF MY LINE ,

WHEN I NOTICE YOU ACROSS TH STREET

WHID ANOTHER 'SHE' IN YOUR ARM .

I DONT KNOW WHAD I'LL DO .

SO BABY , JUST TELL ME TH TRUTH .

I FEEL SO LONELY . THIS ISNT WHAD I SHOULD BE FEELING . EVEN WHID YOU , EVERYTHING FELT LIKE BEFORE . EVERYTHING FELT AS IF I HAVENT MET YOU , HAVENT BEEN WHID YOU . FOR DAYS NOW , I FEEL SO EMPTY . AS IF STH IS MISSING . YOU MIGHT HAVE BECOME PART OF ME .BUT STILL , I DOUBT YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME . IS IT REAL OR JUST A PLAYTHING TO YOU ? AM I JUST ANOTHER VICTIM OF YOURS ? AM I JUST ANOTHER GIRL YOU JUST HAD A FLING WHID ? IM SICK FOR SO LONG AND I DOUBT YOU KNOW IT . YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER . WHO'S JSLYN ? THAT , REALLY , BREAKS MY HEART . I REALLY WANTED TO FEEL LOVED , WANTED BY SOMEONE . I NEEDED HE WHO NEEDED ME .

ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME STH ?

SO WHAD IS IT ?

SO WHAD NOW ..?

17thjune`O9

TH COLDNESS YOU SPREAD TO ME . IT ISN'T GETTING ANY BETTER , MY HOPES FOR A MEANINGFUL LIFE IS FADING . I GUESS THIS IS NEVER ENDING . I AM NEVER FATED TO BE A HAPPY SOUL . A HAPPY SOUL WHID A PARTNER . I NEEDED YOU , BUT YOU DIDNT NEED ME . ITS A ONE WAY THING . IT IS SO NOT GNA WORK . BUT LIKE I SAID , YOU HAVE BECOME PART OF ME . LETTING YOU GO IS IMPOSSIBLE . I'LL BLEED .. BUT KEEPING YOU WHID ME KILLS ME .. I CANT SAY TH 3WORDS TO YOU , IT HURTS ME . I TOO CANT SAY THT 3 WORDS TO YOU , IT WOUNDS ME . IM LOST . NO KIDDING , IM LOST . WE HAVE NO COMMUNICATION . WE DONT TALK . WE DRIFT AWAY FROM EACH OTHER . MAYBE , ITS YOU WHO IS DRIFTING AWAY FROM ME . YOUR REPLIES ARE DAMNED COLD . I GET SICK . MENTALLY SICK AND PHYSICALLY SICK . MOST OF ALL , EMOTIONALLY SICK . I WANT TO BE WHID YOU .. I REALLY DO .. BUT YOU DONT ALLOW ME TO . ITS STPD , ITS RTARDED . IT'S JUST TEARING ME APART . I WANT TO STEP OUT OF THIS . I DONT NEED THIS . BUT I NEED YOU . I NEED A HEATER . I WANT TO BE IN TH WARMEST PLACE . I WANT TO BE IN YOUR ARMS .. I WANT EVERYTHING THT BELONGS TO ME .. I WANT YOU ..

&I NEED HE WHO NEEDS ME .

2009-06-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

Night #82

And somehow i managed to get permission to go online ! :D

RESTAURANT CITYY IS GETTING ME ADDICTEDDDD !
This is known as CYBER ADDICTION .
It is when you cannot slp at night , Keep tossing arnd in bed , thinking abt how to do better in tht strategy game , swting all over your pillow . o:

And i need BANANA , ICE CREAM , TOMATO .
Can anyone trade whid meeee ? :D

I never thought things will turn out this way ,
I'm feeling as if nth has ever happened since tht day .
I'm feeling as though i only have them by my side .
I'm feeling like i do not matter to you at least .
I never thought that things you said rli didnt turn out th way we wanted it to be .
It's like things are de Javu all over again .
I dont want this ..
It's bothering me .
It's haunting me .
It's disturbing me .
It's *&^%$#@! me .

&th night continues ..

2009-05-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

Day #81

JUNE8TH !
WHO FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ?!
:D :D :D !

&LET ME KNOW !

2009-05-21T20:24:00.000-07:00

Day #8O

FYI , this guy's name is another JJ ,
Jae Joong .
Again , requested by salleh c:

2009-05-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

Day #79

Sally DEMANDED me to post this P:

Ask me which one shuai P:

You all see lol P:

And tell salleh whad you think :D

Lol i diao-ed whn sally sent me this , th last pict -__-

2009-05-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

Day #78

Heeeees.

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKK ! WHAHAHAHAHHHHHHS ! WHEEEEEEE !

Many things have happened.. and stuffs i didnt want .. And stuffs i desire ..

Sighhs ..

Wells ..

Whad shld i post about ..

Hearing ZHOUDAXIA now :D

Hees . So long nvr use IMEEM hear music lerh :D

Just ' finish ' elearning ..

Yst 4subj , today 3subj . They want us die siaa .

Go write letter to editor , say RSS mental bullying their students , destrying their eyesight . Crazy one siaaa .

45min per subj ? Might as well ask us go diee D:<

And ART is stpd -__-

Want us draw MUSHROOMS ?

GO SUPERMARKET BUY MUSHROOMS TO DRAW ?

MRJOB YOU CRAZYY ARHHHHH ?

*&^%$#@ !

Waste my moneh ..

Actually this week can save SOOO much moneh one lorh !

But cos pwn sch , elearning .

In th end go out eat whid friends lol P:

So become spend more moneh . Now no moneh left ..

And somemore no work . D:<

NO INCOME !

*&^%$#@ !

IS THIS HOW TH GOVERNMENT TREAT US ?

IS THIS HOW THEY ENSURE THT SINGAPOREANS DO NOT HAVE FINANCIAL BURDEN ?!

Yst

Went out whid JJ for lunch aft elearning .

Actually said 12+ can finish P: cos th schedule say 1145 end last subj marh . So i estimated 12+ . But in th end , JJ had to wait for me till 2+ P: Hees !

O O ! I SUDDENLY RMB ! JJ TH UNGLAM PICTURE IS WHID ME IN MY PHONE !

Sth happened to him . Hahahahhs P: Wait uploading now x:

Hees JJ :D Khay finish uploading c:

Hees . Story goes :

JJ got frustrated waiting for me for so long .

He bought bbt at 883 while i use restroom .

We went up sit down .

I shook my honeydew redtea .

He did same to his greenapple milktea .

He shook so hard and slamed it on th table .

Th cup broke . It split at th side .

JJ exclaimed : ' Whaa ? Bei zi puo lerh ! OMG ! '

I laughed HAHAHAHHHHS !

Thn he emptied his drink into th plastic bag given and started drinking from it :D

WHEEEES HAHAHAHHHHS ! PPOOR JJ P:

So ltr need go buy mushroom .. Grr !

I have a sudden interest in HABBO ! :D

ANYBODY WANT PEH ME PLAYYYYY ? :D :D !

Heeees salleh is th 1st on my list :D Blehhs !

Khays . 1st post in a million years .

Now i'll have to edit th sides ..

To avoid confusion .. Sighs .

&we'll see each other again .

2009-01-19T02:10:00.000-08:00

Day #77

Hahahahs !
Just did a quiz on face book .
AND IM DAMN HAPPY WHID TH ANS ! :D :D !

It was abt whad jap name i am c:
And this is th result :

if ur a girl ur
name is:Aya and if ur a guy ur name is:Toshiro

See that ? x:

if ur a girl ur name is:Aya and
if ur a guy ur name is:Toshiro

Hahahahhs ! :D

And see :

if ur a girl ur name is:Aya and if ur
a guy ur name is:Toshiro
Aya means color and design so
your very creative, maybe you will grow up to be a artist!:) And Toshiro means
talented and smart so im thinking that maybe a lot of people are jealous of your
skills.lol

HAHAHAHHS ! WAY TO GO ! TOSHIRO ! :D :D !

&i'm not supposed to be using com right now x:

2009-01-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

Day #76

I try to hide ,
But i cant deny .
It's hurting me inside ,
And you dont know why ..

&It hurts , both , inside and outside .

2009-01-09T07:23:00.000-08:00

Day #75

Considered th 1st post in year 2OO9 ? P:
Hahahahs .
Very , very long nvr post blog lerh horh ? x:
Cos 1stly , i lazy x:
2ndly , i was busy watching anime x:
3rdly , i was busy facebook-ing in order to win hibari x:

Got into th last class of sec3 express .
Sounds unmotivating , but now that i think of it ,
I dont have any regrets any more to be in that class .
Art is tough , although i have a natural love for art ..
Th class gave me inspiration .
I dont know how to put it . Hmm ..
Lesser subjs to study ? x:
And tht gives me th mindset to start bucking up .
Only 7subjs to aim for A .
Jyous Jslyn ! :D

Thn still need complete bleach O___O
VKG done lerh i think . Ended at epi13 x:
Thn i also wna watch DARKER THAN BLACK !
x:
Hahahahs !
And i still hvn watch Twillight D: <
Moneh moneh come to me !

Today
Jying and agnes follow me go KAP x:
Kinda shocked lorh , saw them at th bus stop x:
Its cos they saw me waiting for bus and bus wna come lerh thn they decided to pei me go KAP x:
Hahahahahs .
Thn they sat thre watch me counter for wuite long x:
I think they doing hmk also x:
1st , Jying came order Mcwing x:
Thn aft awhile ltr , they both order van cone .
Agnes want play whid me say no lui x:
You arh you arh .__x
Today quite busy barh ..
Busy till OT 1Hour+ . Wtf . -___-
And as usual , go home tio meh .

Today , In sch
During recess , we camped at th 3rd floor girls toilet .
Why ?
Cos Jying got some prob whid her earstick x:
Her earstick fell out while she was slping and she cannot put it back cos ,
Infection , and pain . Mostly , pain .
Thn i tried to help her poke through also x:
Failed , cos she shrieked and then jump away from my grip x:
She struggled abit more lar x:
Thn i tried again , this time from th front . I poked it through , and felt sth stopping me from going through th ear lobe . Sth hard .
I figured it was her dead skin from her infection . I didnt dare poke it through th dead skin as Jying would be damn pain x___x
Thn just told her jy lorh x:
And finally she did it x:
Jying damn cute larh x:
At 1st bfr i help , she found her front earhole .
Thn she was like , jumping for joy , screaming ,
' Yes yes ! Zhao dao lerh ! Zhao dao qian mian th dong lerh ! Hou mian ! HOU MIAN !! '
Like those in a game show x:
Damn kan chiong xD
Jying cute larh x:

Thn whn jying damn happy aft her success ,
Sally go take th janitor mop , go act guai mop th floor x:
HAHAHAHAHHHS !
THN IN TH END SHE SLIP AND FELL !
HAHAHAHHHHS !
And th action was like , she bending 9Odegrees down , chasing aft dog on th spot x:
HAHAHAHHHS !
She also kicked agnes on th leg x:
Made jying laugh till dont know like whad , and made my stomach pain also x:
All cramp x___x
Thn sally dont learn mistake . Still go mop again LOl .
But this time whn she walk towards us , she held onto th pillars x:
Hahahahhs !

Cute larh they x:
I'm th only one exception . D:
Awws . x:
Aft this i go slp lerh O:
My 2hr time hvn up yet .
But i feel slpy . And tml still need wake early D:
Work work !

O yarh ! Tpday i saw Fiona at KAP x:
Thn she was like , DAMN SHOCKED !
DAMN DAMN SHOCKED !
Stood thre , dont know her purpose of coming to macs lol .
Thn i greeted her again , ' Hi good aftnn welcome ! '
I murmured a ' Fiona ' behind x:
Thn she finally came up to me and gave me her orders x:

And i rli feel slpy ..
I think i shall stop blogging for now ..
x:

&This is for you x:

2008-12-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

Day #74

It has been ALOT of days since i last posted P:
Horhorh Jromeh angry cos i nvr update blog x:
Hahahahahhhs !

Tht time mac outing was fun :D
Hahahahahs !
Want to go somemore P:
That jy th bro make me waste 3$ for a plate of horfun . D:
They went to nearby coffeetiam eat dinner .
Thn i follow marh . They all eating . Only me , nth on my side of th table .
So jiaxing ask me why dont want eat or drink . I say i no lui .
Thn he keep asking me eat eat he lend me lui .
Thn whidout my consent he go order th same stuff he was eating .
Cos i think he probably doesnt know whad i eat lol .
Thn he push 3$ to me .
I took out my pouch , told him tht i got lui but i want save .
Thn he say hc want me eat O:
He good lorh !
D:

Work ~
Work ~
Work ~
Is getting kinda fun nowadays .
I dont know why lol .
Maybe bcos during my 1st few days , my colleges didnt rli talk to me cos im kinda new .
Thn now they know me better , know me more , thre started to talk to me :D
I like talking whid Asik :D
Hahahahs he cute P:
Got customer damn picky thn he keep whispering to me funny stuff abt her P;
Cos he order-taker . Thn i his runner .
And if th customer is damn picky , i have to do alot of hard stuff D:<
Thn in order to keep my spirits high , he made me laugh P:

Like got one damn picky customer order take away .
If i wasnt wrg , just a DCH .
Thn she wanted ALOT of ketchup .
I gave her 5packets . She want more . I give her 5more .
She still want more .
I grab somemore and chuck it into her plastic bag .
Thn finally she left .
Asik whisper to me say
" She come here want take away DCB or ketchup sia ? "
Hahahahs .
And he wants to watch Twillight too O:
He jio me out .
But i thought of watching whid Jromeh .
Thn again , he Asik make me laugh and enjoy being his runner , th least i can do is pei him watch marh .
Okhay lorh . Watch same movie at diff occasion barh .
Hehs .
Not lui alot alot okhays ?

Thn actually on xmas , yst , christvill jio me out jlan jlan .
But since i cannot go , and i kinda dont wna go , he go ask Syawal out instead P:
But he called me and chatted for awhile :D

And yst , was th 1st time i stepped into my laopeh's new 7seater car ! :D
I own th back seat ! :D
Back seat is fun ! :D
You get to be yourself P:
Can go horizontal :D
Lol dont xiang whai P:
Hahahs !

Thn i almost slpt .
Comfortable th ! :D

Kinda tired to post ..
Last thing to add on is ,
RS got alot of new tchers ,
And
My class th tchers got
ALOT OF BANGALARH TCHERS ! D: D: !

Khays bbyes :D

&have i made you happy ? P: hahahahs !

2008-12-16T07:06:00.001-08:00

Day #72

Woke at arnd 9+ this morning . Shocked ? :D
Cos my laopeh turn off th fan thn i cant slp lerh - -
He always do tht whn he gna go work .
He would turn on th fan timer to 1hr .
Thn 1hr aft he go work , th fan stops automatically .
And i would wake automatically . WOULD .
:D

Went bb whid Jromeh :D
Say 1pm meet th lol P:
But horh .. 12.45pm i still at home , unchanged , watching Harry Potter & th goblet of fire on bro th com lol P:
Oh ohs ! He's gna whack me x___x
He's gna scold me , curse me for whad i've done O:
Hohos !

Today bb . Thn i sprained my right middle finger .
I nvr flick ppl off and still i got it sprained T_____T
I so guaiiiiii ! D:
I think my this current life , i dont think i got flick ppl off more thn 5times leh . Dont say 5times . I dont even rmb 3 . -___-

Thn also , i skinned my both knees O:
Although no blood , i felt pain whn wind blows or whn it comes into contact whid some horribe liquid , H2O . D:
Now applying pressure onto my middle finger using plaster O:
But it still hurts D:

Thank you Jromeh for your concern :D Hahahahs !
And and , thanks for sending me back home ! P:
I wouldnt know how to go home from vista whidout you x___x
Thanks for tompeng-ing me to vista to ! :D
Although th ride hurts .. P: Hahahahs !
Your ride has created a huge impact on me P:
It might leave some scars on my leg ! x___x
It hurts too ! D:
I had a hard time bathing x___x
Still , i liked th rides c:
Th quiet time , th wind , th sight-seeing . P:
Hahahahs . It feels great :D
And your presence made it better c:

And and , Jromeh ! You still hvn rply my sms ! D:

Tml is crew outing .. I finally wrapped th present x___x
I wrapped it two times ! O:
I rejected th 1st wrapping . It sucks D:
Thn i did th 2nd one O:
It took me MUCH more time thn th 1st .
And it came out okhay nia . D:
But it was my 1st time doing tht pattern x___x
I know i nwb D:

Even now whn typing , my finger hurts x___x

O yarhs !
Jy Jromeh for tml's friendly ! :D
JyJyous okhays ? :D

And and , Jromeh nvr msn me ! D: D: !

&Talk to me ! D:

2008-12-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

Day #71

Hahahahahs !
Went cwp and bought new earring :D
Hahahahs . Had been eye-ing for tht for i think .. 2years ? Oo '
Hahahahahs !
It's black , and has a cross on it ! :D
It's not rli suprising for a person like me P:
Hahahahs !
Lazy to take a pic of it today P:
Gna upload it some other time :D

Sally didnt tell me Bouquet got a stall tht sells
YONG TAU HOO ! If not i go eat lerh ! D:
Next time i go eat :D
Need earn enough lui 1st .. Argh .
This week i feel slack-ish .
Th working days are still th same , only on wed im going for th outing and not working .
But still , th number of hours im out is abt th same P:
I still feel tht this week is slack-ish ..
Just wait till my scheduler msges me my schedule for this week x___x

Actually wanted to go sch take books th .
We planned all tht liao lorh !
Thn sally last min call me say ,
" Eh jas . Today sch bookshop got open arh ? "
Thn i went to check th booklist .
" O yarh arh . Eh . Huhh ? Eh ?! Eh wait ! Omg ?! THEY NVR OPEN TODAY ?! WTF ! EH I DONT KNOW ! OMG OMG ! "

Thn in th end went to cwp jalan jalan :D
Wanted to wait for Jromeh to finish his training and see if he wanted to play bb whid us x:
I wasnt sure if he would go lols ..
Its just aft his badminton and he would be tired .
And he would most likely go bb whid rj they all rather thn us x:
So i kinda expected to wait for him in vain .

And in th end ,
I wasnt tht disappointed whn i left cwp .
I knew somehow , somewhre , he wouldnt come whid us .
Whid tht mentality , my hopes werent raised so high ,
And th disappointment wasnt that bad .

-Skip skip-

So it rained and i didnt go to vista .
Sally went home at arnd 4+ .
I waited for him to sms me , at th pillar , under th mrt tracks .
I waited , and waited . D:
And i thought he was back home slp-ing , cos he was tired .
I sms-ed him if he was at home , and conitnued waiting ..
He didnt rply .
So i guessed he must be at home resting lerh barh .
So i slowly walked home .
And whn my hp vibrated ,
I dare not make myself think tht it was him .
Cos if i did , and it wasnt him , i would be ..
Hehs . Sad ? Lol .
Okhays enough of that .

It rained and i didnt go vista .
I didnt know how to go thre , and
It wouldnt be enough for me to reach home on time .
So i walked home . I walked pass fushan .
Is at thre for awhile .. Thinking of stuffs ..
Stuffs .. Tht will make me .. Kinda sad ..
But wells . I tried to stop myself from tearing ..
Whads happened has happened . Whad can i do ..?
I sat thre , continued waiting for his rply .
I got ALOT of mosquito bites x___x
They sting me ..
I hope they suck away my sadness too ..
Suck th reasons for my depressions away ..
Suck it all up ..
Just do it ..
I dont care if i get dried up aft th process cos im just full of depression ..
I just want it all gone ..

Why am i overall sad today ..?
Why do i have to force a happy face and a smiley in sms-es ..?
Why cant i just be myself and .. And ..
Argh .

This is NOT an ideal way of living my life . Argh .
But i still have to . I have no other choice ..

Nope . No other choice ..

I dont know if i can continue on like this ..
I've felt this before .. It's not suppose to come back to me now that its over .. No .. It shldnt .. It has to be me . It has to be in my why such things happen .. I guess th rsults is gna be th same ..
2years or not , it doesnt take long to find out ..
If its gna work well , its gna be .
If its gna end an unwantedd ending , its still gna be .
It just determinds how weak i am , how srs my problem is ..
I hope i had learnt my lesson .
I rli wish .
I dont want it coming back for me ..
I want it warm ..
It's getting colder ..
Colder and colder ..
My keypad's wet ..
My table is wet ..
My fingers are wet ..
My face is wet ..
It's gna start raining again in me .. Soon ..
I predict .. It's gna start a storm and my heart will be pierced ,
Once again , into thousands of pieces , lost and this time ,
Maybe never be found ..

- .. .. .. -

Planned to give sth to Jromeh c:
I did it just before i went out . Hahahahs .
Which made sally walk walk in cold storage for quite awhile before i finally reached cwp .. x:
Hahahahs .
I have srsly lost my sense of drawing .

How am i to cope whid art lessons next year ..?

&happy one mnth , hope to see you soon :D

2008-12-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

Day #7O

This is for you baby ! :D
Sorry if it's all black and white x___x
I still hvn learn colours yet ! D:

HAPPY ONE MONTH ! :D

I hope you have enjoyed th times whn i'm whid you .
I hope you had fun being whid me .
I hope you didnt regret walking alongside whid me .
I hope you will continue staying by my side .
I hope you got whad you wished for .
I hope you really got whad you wanted .
And last but not least ,
I hope you will grow taller baby ! :D
Hahahahahs ! P:
I'm gna be taller thn you on escalators ! :D :D

I was happy to have met you . You thought me to do things tht i couldnt then . Thank you .. c:

Happy one month ! :D iloveyou ! :D
Hugs & Kisses !

&to you , my baby ,
I LOVE YOU :)

2008-12-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

Day #69

Supposed to be posting sth abt thomas P:

But i lazy O: Hohos ! :D

Hahahahahs sally ! P:

Okhay larhs i post O:

Afew days ago , i had to go for work str aft nball O:

But if i was eating alone , i wouldnt eat P:

So i asked sally to come pei me x:

Thn we went to eat O:

We ate chicken rice ! :D

My 1st time eating chicken rice ever since i came back from Mei Guo !

:D :D

I didnt know chicken rice tasted that nice ! x:

Hahahahahs !

And im gna thank sally for suggesting to eat chicken rice :D

Hahahahahs !

I got to taste the heavenly scent once again ! :D

Yayyyy ! :D

Only ,

Tht time no fork . Only got th chinese soup spoon D:

So had a hard time making my Baby's face P:

Hahahahahs ! And look !

My baby's face is gna be clean ! Like this ! :D

Clean right ?! Hahahahahs !

I used alot of gong fu to just make your future face clean clean horh !

Even soup i also drink till omg x___x

Only left afew cong thre P:

Arh ! Thats th nice nice grass for you to have nice nice black shiney hair ! :D Hahahahahs !

And i had to use alot of time to pick up small small grains of rice using tht spoon worh ! O: Hahahahahs !

Okhays gta end this fast .

Thn aft tht , we roamed arnd cwp awhile . Pei sally buy book wrapper O:

Thn guess who we saw thre ?

THOMAS ! HAHAHAHAHS !

I thought he was Cannon trance th other brother lorh !

He looked kinda young sia ! And th way sally described thomas made me think tht he ws OLD OLD AHPEK ! O:

I didnt know he was THAT good looking sia ?!

Hahahahahs ! And sally went crazy .

Kept wanting to hunt for him LOl !

Thn hunt hunt we ent pass mini bits . I wanted to go in check out th necklace baby bought for me . But sally continue pull me go hunt for her formal suit shuaige thomas . Hahahahahs !

Thn we hunt hunt hunt thn i saw someone who looked like Jromeh Oo '

Thn , TARGET CHANGED ! :D HAHAHAHAHHS ! We followed tht guy in th end lol ! And he wasnt my Jromeh x___x

Thn we gave up and i went to work O:

Sally pei me wait bus ~ :D

Hahahahs !

Okhays on to my next impt post !

&O man ! I'm late !

2008-12-12T05:46:00.001-08:00

Day #68

Hahahahs .
To jiaying . This is a much better way to start a post ! :D

Hahahahs !

Yst

Yst th work was th funnest ? P:

Hahahahs .

Sudd yst was th day i felt my crew mates were kinda fun P:

Hahahahs .

*Laopeh just came back and scold me again - - *

Lets continue and be happy regardless of whad he says , racking up th stpd past .

Give me face cos im here trying to put up a happy front .

Smile ! :D

I think it was bcos yst they joked and crapped more thn they used to ? O:

Hahahahs !

I wish they would crapp like this everyday :D

Hahahahs !

But got some .. Argh .. Maybe its just fun to them .. Hehs .

Some things they crap abt doesnt seem to be crap . Oo '

It seems to me as crapp but im not sure about whad it is to them x_______x Argh .

Nvm . Grr .

Anw , overall, yst th work was fun ! :D

Although i worked 4-8 , thre wasnt alot of ppl Oo '

Peak hour lehs ! I expected it to be ALOT of ppl worhs .

But yst was normal lehs . Like as if it was just 3-5 . O:

Hahahahs . And horh , since got not much ppl , i dont rli have to run here and thre hunting for my order marh .

And i kinda tired to look for stuff to do .

So i leaned against th counter , yawning away .

Manager not thre P: Hahahahs .

Thn Syaful (i dont know how spell -__-) (&he's th broom guy) came to talk to me . Hahahahs . He started off whid a very stpd qns :

Eh whads your name ?

Thn i was like , Hahahahahahs ! You snatch my broom away from me and you dont know my f-ing name ?! LOL !

Thn okhay lorh i go tell him my name .

Thn he asked me if i was going for th outing . I told him eah , I am going .

Thn he go shout to manager say he confirm go lerh -___- ?

Thn th ppl arnd him go smack his back . Ahahahahs P:

Thn sudd Jxing came in and ask Syaful if he was going for th outing .

My counter shouted back to him say ,

" Hahahahs ! You know whad syaful say not ? He say jslyn go he sure go arh ! Hahahahs ! "

Thn Jxing was like ,

" Eh ! You how old arh ? You big her 6 years leh ! I only big her 5 years ! You go die larh aiyohs . "

Thn i laugh P: Ppl here joked alot yst hahahahs !

Thre's sth i learned abt syaful .

Syaful's stares are like .. He wants to ask you sth and you look back at him waiting for him to open his mouth .

But nth comes out from his mouth lol .

Got one time i was in th crew room doing my hair , getting rdy for work .

He sat infront of me and kept staring at me . I thought he want ask me qn marh . So i turned and look at him . Thn aft like how many seconds , i felt abit uneasy cos he didnt ask me anything -__-

Thn i shrugged and asked ,

" Whad lol ? "

Thn he laugh . -___- ?

Huhh ? Wth ? Lol ? He was supposed to ask me qn ans he laugh ? O:

Hehs !

Anything larh .

Yst , thre was a time i had an order . I still rmb , FOF .

Thn got one indian guy ask me follow him . I tell him i got order , need wait . Thn he ask , " Whad you waiting for ? " Thn he went to see th screen and checked th kitchen ppl . He thn told me , " Aiyarh heck care that one first . You come first . "

Thn okhay lorh . I go .

We went into th kitchen and thre Jxing and another indian guy waiting lol .

Thn tht indian guy who brought me inside tell me ,

" Eh jslyn . Choose one . "

I was like , Lol ? Choose one for whad ? Help me make burger arh ?

Thn Jxing take one step towards me say ,

" He horh , he say he want sit beside you in bus leh . But i tell him i book alr leh . Wtf horh he ? "

Thn i was like damn gong -____-

Aft he finish his tht sentence horh , he and th indian guy joke joke chao jia . You hit my butt i hit your hat off O:

Thn i went back to take my FOF -_______-

Awhile ltr , Jxing came out tell me

" Eh you dont listen to anything he say horh . He biantai one horh . This whole mac only i good guy . All bad guy one . "

Thn one manager came , used her schedule file go whack his arsh . OO '

Thn she say ,

" Eh eh ! She innocent one horh ! You dont anyhow teach her bad things horh you ! Go do your work larh aiyohs ! Naughty eh you all . D: I pay you all for chit chatting arh ? Tmd leh you all . D: "

Thn i laugh P: She cute sia ! xD Hahahahahs !

Thn whn i finished work , finished eating , finished changing , walking out through th kitchen , got one indian guy saw me go home want disiao me . Know whad he say ? Hahahahs .

He said ,

" Eh jslyn ! Jiao ge worh barh ! "

Hahahahs ! Thats how he pronounced jia gei worh barh in chinese P:

Funny sia ! Hahahahahs ! Thn he ask me if its correct Lol ! Thn i shook my head tell him , " No ! No ! Hahahahs ! "

Thn he say , " Huhh ? Ni bu yao jiao ge worh arh ? "

Hahahahs funny sia him . Thn he tio whack by another crew called renjie P:

But this rj is 18years old horh . Lol . P:

And eah . Yst , overall , work was fun . c:

Today

I didnt go for nball cos i had to work D:

Today my marhmarh didnt wake me up :D

Cos why ? Cos she dont know i had to work today ! :D

Hahahahs !

Work was fun too today :D

Hahahahs .

Whn i came into th kitchen , th same indian guy come disiao me .

" Eh hi jslyn ! Jiao ge worh barh ! "

Hahahahs . " Wrong larh ! " i say , thn go look for manager lend me uni . P:

My uni washing . -___- Yes both .

Nth much today larh . Only , i did runner for 3 counters .

Actually , i'm only counter#14 , Zaza th runner . But i nth to do marh . Thn i go help other ppl do P:

Counter #13 and #12 also i did some O:

Drinks easy so i help them do drinks :D

Hahahahs .

Thn manager ask me go wash and dry trays . Hehs ! Although it's boring and will get me wet , i go do lorh .

iie shO guAiixsz ! P: Hahahahs !

While i was drying th trays , Jxing must have came and punch in . I hvn noticed cos maybe i wasnt paying attention .

I was daydreaming .. -____-

I only knew whn he came beside me , go wave his hand infront of my face and said hi . Lol . Hahahs . Tht proves how gong i am -__-

He asked me sth damn obvious .

" Eh . Ni marh tray arh ? "

Wlao ? Lol .

Thn i finished cleaning th trays . I took some out for th counters and thn went to look for manager Mindy . And again , i dont know how spell -____-'

Thn , Christville came in in his uni . Ask manger whad to do also . I noticed he had one eye closed . His hand was almost always clutching his right eye . Manager asked him if he knew how to do Mass packaging . He asked , " Ehs .. Whads that ? "

Thn manager went out to counter for awhile .

Out of concern , i asked him ,

" Erhm .. Whad happened to your eye ? "

He rply me ,

" I tio robbed . "

" Robbed ? Huhh ? "

" Eah robbed . My eye tio hit by th motorcycle th helmet . Th helmet you know ? "

" Ehs .. Eah i know . "

" Eah larh . I tio hit . Now damn pain D: "

I wanted to ask alot more but manager come lerh P:

She brought us both to th dry store , say want teach us how do packaging .

And soon we did packaging :D

Cos christville th eye not so well so he not rli that suitable to do kitchen . Thn come dry store do packaging O:

I also . Only , i fitter :D

Thn we packed . Kinda silent for awhile . Thn another punched out crew came in . She was like sobbing cos her husband dont let her go crew outing D:

Thn they (christville & her ) communicated in mlay . I only understand a lil but D:

Thn aft tht syaful walked past dry store .

I turned and just see who was it larh .

Ohs syaful .

Thn i continued . Thn th same footsteps again . As if he was making a u-turn .

Thn it stopped . I turned again and saw him standing thre at th entrance , leaning against th door , drinking his drink .

Th punched out crew shouted sth to him in mlay and he came in .

He sat beside christville and chatted whid us .

Okhay larhs . Not whid us . Whid them , th punched otu crew and christville . Cos they all speaking mlay -___-

But some i know larh .

At 1st they were talking abt her problem . Thn aft tht she asked syaful , why he came here and not th crew room for his break .

He ans sth in mlay , and i hear my name in th middle of th sentence . -___-

Hahahs .

I laugh . Cosi know whad he talking abt . Lol .

Thn th punched out crew ask me ,

" Eh ! You know whad he talking abt arh ? "

I say ,

" Eah lol . He say he come here not see you not see christville but come here see me nia . -___- "

Thn she laugh . Hahahahahs . Ppl here cute sia ! :D

Thn ltr on , Rajesh came in , told me got friend outside want see me .

I went out and asked manager for permission to look for my friend . I tio scold a lil bit cos it's my working time x___x

I went out . Guess whad i saw .

A siao charborh wearing make up OO '

Who ? Jelyn larh . P:

Hahahahahs !

And Sally thre lol .

Tht siao charborh was like , KEEP ON LAUGHING LEH !

Still ask me ,

" Eh McWing ni zarh th arh ? Bu hao chi ni zhi dao marh ? "

I was shocked larh to see 2 of them . Hahahahs .

I noticed sally was like , keep on observing my uni ? D;

Saaaaally arh ! D: So rude ! P:

I was like , Wth ? Whaa ? Wlao ? EH ? Huhh ? Lol ?!

Thin i rushed back to dry store x___x

Paiseh larh lol . So diulian T________T

But nvm . Got ppl support me :D

Go team JSLYN ! :D

I went back into th dry store . Th punch out crew whisper in my ear say ,

" Eh . I think syaful interested in you . Studies come first okhay ? :D "

Thn i laughed . Hahahahahs ! Syaful also laughing . P:

They cute larh hahahahahs .

She asked syaful whad time was it thn .

He rplied , 5.32 .

Thn th punched out crew go scold him say ,

" Eh hello ! Whre got so late ! I punch out only 3+ ! "

Syaful looked again at his watch .

" O yarh arh ! Sorry sorry ! 4.33 , 4.33 . Hahah . "

Thn she laugh and scold him say ,

" See larh ! Only know how see Jslyn dont know how see time alr arh huhh ? You arh ! Tell manager you know arh ! "

Thn i laugh again .

Jxing came in . Chatt awhile .

Punched out crew ask him why he come in . Eat snake is it ?

Jxing rply " Ehs .. Can say so larh hahah . "

She rply back , " Aiyarh you think i stpd is it ? You come in cos of her one right ? Aiyoh arh . Why you all want aim her sia ? "

Jxing : " Hahahs "

I dont know who is th her larh . Hahahs .at tht time i was htinking of DongJie , another girl hahahahs . She 2O years old but looks th same age as me . From china . O: Can say chio barh O: Hahahahs .

Jxing went to take his stuff from dry store and went out . Awhile ltr , he came back .

Jxing : Aiyarh you see larh . Talk talk talk whid you all make me take wrong thing out . Aiyorh arh .

Punched out crew : Aiyarh excuses larh yohs ! Quick larh you ! Tell manager arh !

Hahahahs . Kinda lazy to post lerh lehs D: Hahahahs .

Aft i punched out , i ate FOF in th crew room . Jxing came in talk to me for awhile , went out , carried a tray of Macs in , sat infront of me and ate . We chatted hahahahs . He asked if i was going for th outing O:

Thn we chatted abt how old he was , how was his studies , my sch his sch . Hahahahs . Whn i finished changing and rdy to go out , he finally told me he was 19 . Oo ' he looked young but if you told me he was 19 , i wouldnt beleive it . You told me he was 2O+ , i also wont beleive . I dont know larh Hahahahs .

While on th bus , i saw him and a manager go out to th rubbish chute thre . Hahahahs ! His back view very easy to spot it's him th lorh ! Hahahahahs ! I like his hair P: Nice and style O:

And also today on th bus , i saw a guy wearing tucked out and unbuttoned macs uni . I wanted to ask him if he was allowed to wear like that . D: Cos i want to too ! P: Hahahahahs ! I lazy to bring so many clothes arh . Thn still need change . But macs uni damn toot sia . If tuck out and unbutton nicer :D

And today i saw Jying again on bus ! :D She didnt spoil my purse ! :D

Currently

Jromeh is now offline ! D: D: D: ! ! !

He got a new psp ! :D

O sht ! I forgot ask him whad colour ! O:

But cannot blame me .. D:

He online thn like afk D:

Nvr rply my msn th x_____x

Thn ltr tell me he offline awhile cos lag D:

Thn dont rli have th chance to ask him lol ..

He was configuring his psp marh . Scared he scold me disiao him x___x

Thn i scared sms him also .. D:

Scared i disturb him thn he cannot continue whad he's doing .. D:

Argh ! But he say if got anything can sms him ! :D

But still scared x_______x

My nball schedule tio taken by xiaohuan ! D: D:

O man ! D: !!

Random marh ? :D

Not planning to audi tonight .. Maybe sleeping early cos im tired ..

Dont know why these few days i get tired easily .. D:

Btw , for th crew outing on 17th , i have to buy a xmas present whid a budget of 5bucks for gift exchange . Who will i be exchanging whid ? Oo'

I think it's decided by drawing lots barh . If not manager will write name th :D

I dont know whad Jromeh wants for xmas !! D: D: D:

Whaaaaa !

I scared i get you sth too girly ! D:

Argh ! T_________T

Lets brainstorm ! O:

O yarh ! I havent been drawing for like so long .. D:

Last night whn i drew , my skills sucked . I have to buck up ! O man !

This is whad i drew last night . D: I was planning to draw a guy . A GUY .

It doesn't look like a guy right ? D:
Iw anted to draw a guy whid like lazy eyes ..
Whid like evil smile ..
But this is total wrong ! D:
Whaaaaa ! I HAVE TO BUCK UP ON MY DRAWING ! D: <
Go jslyn ! Unlimited supply of markers ~ :D
Th thing i like abt him is his hair :D

&Whad you want for xmas ? :D

2008-12-10T05:22:00.000-08:00

Day #67

YST
Went WWW whid BABY and friends and SALLY !
Hahahs . I didnt think it would turn out that fun P:
Hahahahs . Eah i admit im a scaredeh cat . D:
But i rli cant contain so much potential energy in me !
I might burst anytime . Argh .
How i wish i had guts like sally .. Like JROME .. Like rj .. Sighs .
I'm hopeless . D:

But ! I did get on th .. Whad they call , fam slide ? O:
Hahahahahs !
Omg . It was damn steep sia ! Wth ? Omg ?
I got onto that ?! UNBELEIVABLE ! O: O: !
At least its better thn getting onto none ..?
Hehs . Thank you all P:
Hahahahahs .
Thn play in th river ~
Cute lorh P:

At 1st JROME and sally wanted me to go on th fam slide th .
But i took th stairs halfway , i saw how HIGH th slide entrance was ,
I didnt dare go higher .
I stood thre staring at th slide . O man ..
And whn i looked down , i saw land far beneath my feet . Omg .
I held on tight to th pole near me . Arh sht . I looked like a nerd .
-_________- '
Argh ! I slowed down JROME and sally ..
They could have gone down th slide for like 2 or 3 times if i hadnt just stop thre ..
O man paisehhhhs .. x__________x
Thn JJ came up lol . I was expecting him to lecture . But he didnt OO '
Okhays .. Thn he suggested sth .
He suggested tht they went to take th slide 1st , thn jj and i went to th river 1st . Thn aft they finished th fam slide , they come and find us .
Okhays . We agreed and off they went P:
Hahahs . Thn we made our way to th river .
JJ dragged me into th water lol .
I wasnt afraid of th water ! Lol !
I was just wondering whad do we do in th river . lol .
Thn JJ got me into th water lol . I was thre laughing like siao P:
HAHAHAHAHS ! He ask if i was afraid i zao geng . Hahahs no larh P:
I wear all black scared whad sai ? Lol .
I only scared my baby milo th water melon become damn heavy cos got absorb water D:
Hahahahs .
Thn JJ hao bu rong yi got 2 floats . He dragged them to th steps whre i was .
Thn he told me to sit in it .
I was like ,
" Huhh ? How to sit sia ? Th hole so big ! "
Thn he go demo once . P:
Funny sia xD
Thn he go push one of th floats to th steps thn held it thre . Ask me go sit . Thn i tried lorh .
Omg my butt just went in -_____-'
So big th hole ! Thn i faster jump out again lol . P:
Thn JJ say nvm . He go look for smaller float . Thn he found one O:
He held it hear th steps and ask me sit on it .
I tried and thn again my butt went in . O__________O
So akward ?!
Thn again i jump out P:
Hahahahahs !
Thn JJ scream at me P:
HAHAHAHAHS ! Thn he ask me ,
" Eh . You dont want sit float thn you wnat whad ? Walk arh ? "
Thn i said okhay LOl . It didnt come to me tht he was joking P:
Thn i started walking LOL !
Thn JJ go scratch his head , bth me thn follow me walk LOL ! HAHAHAHAHS !
Thn we walk halfway he ask me ,
" Eh . You know why ppl want float or not ? "
Thn i say ,
" Cos they lazy walk arh ? Or they scared drown ? "
Thn his head drop and tell me ,
" Is cos no float damn boring . You no float you wlak walk walk fun meh ? Huhh ? And horh , here only 1m . You want how drown ? Huhh ? Huhh ? You win liao lorh . You big winner liao lorh . "
Thn i sudd came to my senses .
LOL ! YARH HORH ? LOL ! So THAT's whad th float is for P:
Hahahahahs .
Thn aft tht our group united again .
Thn went to play th fam slide .
I finally made my way up to th TOP .
Whre ppl get into th float and th who go push them down .
Down down to whre doom awaits them .
Thn i heard how they screamed ..
Thn my eye watered .
But didnt rli come out larh .. Just wet ..
Thn it became our turn ..
I wanted to say ,
" I quit lol .. "
But i couldnt say it out ..

Firstly , th disapointment on their faces will show and i will feel guilty ..
Secondly , I've come this far up . Taking another step is just whad i need to do to get down in a blink of and eye ..
Thirdly , even if i wna get down slowly by taking th steps , so many ppl would be looking .. -________-'

O man ..
But i didnt think of whad will happen whn ppl hear me scream my organs out whn i go down down and down ,
Whad will happen whn i stood up sobbing whn th thing finally stopped ..
Although it wasnt as bad as i expected , tears still fell .
Tears of fear .. Embarrassment .. Argh ! Say no more !
D: D':

Thn aft tht we went to see our fam slide candid pict . OO '
Omg ? Although i covered my face , i still looked ugly -_____-
O man .. Damn diu lian leh ! My attitude ! O man !
My attitude sucks ! D:
Be more brave , Jslyn . Brave is th attitude you have to acheive .

Thn those .. IMMATURE kids go play th cute cute things P:
Hahahahs . I good enough to say CUTE CUTE thing can ? P:
Wlao tht rj and Nic . - -
They got lj they dont want treasure lol . Anyhow how let their lj tio water jet . -_______-'
O man . It hurts right ? P: HAHAHAHS !
Still want play whid nipples somemore ? Eeeyerhs .
Sick lj owners .
-______- '

Thn go play th Tsunami .
Fun sia P:
Almost drown ..
so long nvr swim lerh x_______x

I thought i could swim to 1.8 O:
Thn slaly and i went .
I tried to trek water .
I didnt know 1.8 was tht deep . O:
I mean , 22m diff isnt alot . And i can swim in it th .
I swim in 2m th before - -
Whad's 1.8 to me ? Lol .
So i went thre lorh .
But th waves were like , bringing me up and down .
And whn they brought me back down ,
I thought i could feel th floor . So i was kinda calm .
I expected my feet to touch th ground .
But hey . It didnt .
It didnt .
Wait .
IT DIDNT ?!
OMG !

Thn i was panicking .
Argh .
Thn i started to kick .
I tried to keep stay calm . But i couldnt .
I was too shocked .
I thought i was gna die . D:
I had to hold my breath for very long .
My head couldnt get to th surface .
I thought everything was gna be dark ..
Eventually , black . Pitch black .
Thn my hand felt sth .
I opened my eyes .
It was sth blue .
And sally was beside me .
I didnt know if she noticed me but , that wasnt th time to think of that .
I grabbed hold of th blue thing .
And i pulled it towards me .
I went back up to th surface and managed to gasp for a mouthful of air ,
To keep me surviving for th next few seconds .
I saw that whad i was holding then .
A safety jacket .
Ahahs !
It lived up to its name .
Okhay its not alive .
O:
But thank god .
Thank th jacket .
Arh arh ..
O my g ..
I was able to live longer ..
I was able to see him again ..
I thought it really was gna end thre ..
Okhays . Enough said .
x________x
I feel like a nwb here D:
I bet you're all gna laugh liao lorh D:
Whaaaaaaaa .
So much for sharing my opinion D:
Hehs .
But nvm .
Laugh barh P: I laugh whid you all x______x

Yst i practically pierced a hole through my pocket . My purse . O man
x__________x
I'm currently BROKE .
I'm declared BANKRUPT !
*&^%$#@!
That huge humber of days we went out and movies and stuff ,
T_____________T
It's finally brought me to an point whre i have to starve myself again to
Bu tie jia yong .
LOL !

And tml i will .. Starve to death x______x

Today
Wow . Thats kinda alot to post abt yst OO '
But anw ,
Today , i worked :D
And ,
I SCALDED MYSELF AGAIN ! D:
Damn that hot tea D:
Hehhs !
*&^%$#@!
I th boiling hot water loves my thumb so much it jumped outta th CAUTION : HOT ! styrofoam cup and onto my thumb .
My poor , cute and beloved thumb D:
Sobbbbbbs .
Heng im not a fan of BOILING HOT water D:

I noticed i am quite th only one who doesnt know how to do fries .
-_________-'
Wtf ?

But horh ,
I LEARNED COUNTER TODAY ~ :D
Yay ! :D
I learned counter to day :D Hahahahahs !
Damn chim sia .. P:
But okhay larh .
My buddy very thoughful :D
He teach me slowly , step by step .
And whn i free , no customers , I go press th drinks menu and tried to memorise th menu P:
I hard working horh ? P:
HAHAHAHAHS !
But rli lorh . Th menu very hard to see. Damn messy D:
But anw , :D

Stuff iw anted to post today
Hahahahs ! Finally i get to post i wanted to post :D
Tml im gna get rli hungry and rli tired D:
Let me tell you why O:

Tml im gna wake at arnd ..
9am . Thats damn early for me okhay ? D:
Thn i gna get rdy , brush my teeth and change into this super BIG blue nball tee .
Thn at arnd 9.3O , i have to start walking to sch .
Nball .

They lj go push forward th starting time from 11am to 1Oam .
And they lj nvr go push forward th ending time also ! D:
4hours of nball ?! Omg . Till 2pm .
And i have to str away to interchange .
Take bus to king albert .
Rush to macs .
Put bag in locker and punch in for work for another whooping 4hours .
4hours of no-sitting-for-you . Argh !
No lunch no dinner ! D:
T_______________T
Dinner maybe have barh ..
But macs th .. D:
I dont wna vomit ! T__________T
And my laopeh dont want donate one packet of potato chips to me although he got one cupboard full of those ! D:
Hehs . Being broke is NOT a good thing .. T_________T

&I wna eat tml D:

2008-12-08T06:24:00.000-08:00

Day #66

Went watch BOLT .
BOLT DAMN CUTE SIA ! HAHAHAHS !
Overall th movie damn touching P:
Cried twice -___________-

Lazy to blog leh D:
I go ask dryl got whad direct bus can go www .
Argh ! Although he's not that cold to me now ,
He's not as warm as a friend would be still ..
Argh ! Whad am i thinking abt ?!
*&^%$#@!
Argh ! Just tell me whad bus we took last time to escape !
D: < *&^%$#@! LOL !
Angry whid you thn you know arh !

Anw , today was fun !
And kinda .. Warm ? P:
HAHAHAHAHS !
My baby's hug is th best :D
So you have noticved how fat i am x_______x
O man !
Argh !
Need go diet alr .
cannot eat macs ! D:
It would be hard for me -_____-
Working at macs but not eating macs ?
Omg are you srs ? D:
I rli wna try th CORNETTO McFlurry ! D:
Looks nice P:
But i dont wnat th peanut lehs D:
Peanuts dont rli interest me D:

Today nth much to post larh .. D:
Tml going to www ! :D
But i dont think i will play barh D:
Scared heights x________x
I'm such a scaredeh cat -_______-
Push me LOL ! HAHAHAHS !

&my bro playing POPEYE game ! O:

2008-12-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

Day #65

My thumb hurts T_________T
Today just can do lv21 lic O:
So i keep chionging lic .
But ..
Common sense larh .
A person like me cannot pass lic on that day th . D:
But i hate tht truth P:
So i went on chiong-ing .
And my thumb tia - -
Keep pressing spacebar D:
And my space bar got sticker O:
My thumb th skin omg x__x
I used to use CTRL th .
But whn lic , i use spacebar lol .
Cos i find it easier to perf P:
Hehs . Weird horh ?
Lol .
But anw ,
MY BABY HVN COME BACK YET ! T_________T

&come back soon ! D: I miss you !

2008-12-07T00:36:00.000-08:00

Day #64

YUUKI AWOKE FROM HER SLUMBER AND BECAME A PURE-BLOOD ONCE AGAIN ! OMG ! THIS IS GETTING MORE AND MORE INTERESTING !

Cant wait for s2 epi1O ! O: O: O: !

Suddenly i kinda lost interest in audi P:

Hehs . Not fully lost larhs . Just tht aiyarh . Lazy to play P:

It's sunny outside , buts its raining .

Can see anything ? O:

Hehs . Can see horh ? P:

It's sunny . But raining O:

Just glancing through , you would think that it would be perfect for a game of bb .

But whn you observe carefully , you'll notice tht it's deceiving you .

I've been like tht for many times .

Countless times . But none of you rli noticed it right ? Hehs .

Maybe sally has O:

Hahs .

But anw , it doesnt rli matter right ? Sigh .

Th sun is giving me warmth .

But whn i get outta th hse , it's gna be freezing .

Sigh . Whn can i escape th torture ..?

Whn can i start to face th fact ..?

Whadever ..

I'm tired . D:

My bu sucked yst x___x

I lagged lol P:

Flying duck i got abt 3O+ miss x__x

Beat city i got 6O+ miss x_______x

O my homeh .

My msnger+ is gone O:

Wna buy 4Ok cash O:

Hehs ! Not rich larh P:

Laopeh just gave me my allowance .

O yarh !

Just now whn my laopeh give me my allowance ,

He asked if he shld cut down on my allowance since its th hols .

Thn i said ,

" Eh ! No no ! I still got go sch th neh ! D: "

Thn he was like .. Hehehs .

Thn he took out 2 red shuaiges . Thn hesitated for a momment .

Thn put back one red shuaige and gave me th other one .

Thn he went back to look through his wallet .

Thn i was like ,

" Heng arh . Not 1O$ nia P: "

Thn he took out one green shuaige .

Thn i was like ,

" Oo' 15$ at least better thn 1Obucks c: "

Thn he go back serach through his wallet thn give me another green shuaige .

Thn i noticed .

WOAH ! ALL NEW NOTES ! :D :D :D !

1ST TIME MY LAOPEH GIVE ME MY ALLOWANCE ALL NEW NOTES !

WHAHAHAHAHAHS !

Thn i was like jumping for joy lol P:

" Yay ! All new notes ! Yay ! :D "

Thn my laopeh kept his wallet P:

He looked at me like ,

" Huhh ? You nvr see enw note before huhh ? Siao charborh . "

Hahahahahs ! P:

Yalarh i nvr see YOU give me new notes before marh ! :D !

Hahahahahahs !

But new notes so whad lol P:

Gna spend it anw - -

HAHAHAHAHHS !

Alr tml gna spen 6$ . Argh ! D:

Eh wait . GV i think no SP leh ! D: OMG !

MY NEW NOTES ! D: D: D: !!

Argh !! *&^%$#@!

MY NEW NOTES SO DAMN SMOOTH SOMEMORE !

Argh !! *&^%$#@!

My shuaiges ! T___________T

Argh !! *&^%$#@!

LOL ! HAHAHAHAHHS ! P:

O yarh .

Jying , th pouch horh , th zip i kinda figured out th way to zip it back 99.99% alr P:

Hahahahahahs ! Your erzi genius ehs ? P:

But i dont see you have a brain like mine O:

WHAHAHAHAHAHHS !

STR IN YOUR FACE ! P:

Hohos !

And im thinking of whad to draw for sally th birthday card - -

-___________-

Thinking of drawing GBF lol .

But horh ..

I only know how draw ppl whid SMOOTH ~ faces P:

I dont know how draw ppl whose face is for .. Hmm ..

Better not say it P:

Ltr she kill me ! O:

Hohos !

&I wonder whad is best to buy for a guy .. Oo '

2008-12-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

Day #63

Nth much to post lol .
Only today my grandmarh woke me up 3times today - -
Cos last night i told her my work starts at 1Oam .
Thn she from 6am+ keep on calling me wake up till like 8+ . - -
Thn finally i gave up .
I woke at 8.15am . P:
Thn she finally can go her hse lol .
Thn i got rdy .
I thought i was gna be late O:
But dont know why lehs .
Yst and today horh , time goes damn slow .
I finished packing everything and its just still 8.25am .
So i sat on th sofa daydream abit .
for 5 mins . Thn i went down to wait for bus P:
Listening to songs all th way :D
Actually i wanted to sms my JROMEH th .
But since he nvr sms me , I assumed tht he still slping barh .
So mhai disturb him lorh O:
Wait he scold me x____x

Whn i took bus 961 to KingAlbert , i slpt .
P:
I slpt , thn woke , thn slpt again O:
But i managed to get up before my stop :D
I pro right ? :D
Obviously . :D :D
Thn i strolled to th mac .
Yawnn ..
And one of th counter crew actually asks me whad i wanted for breakfast . - -
She wanted to take my order .
I was like ,
' Ehlos . I work here how long alr you dont know me arh ? '
Thn whn i step into th counter , she was like ,
' Oh ohs . She's one of us . x: '
Hahs . But nvm .
I damn good . I damn guaii .
I forgive her :D
Wait . She didnt ask for my forgiveness - -
Nvm .
O yarh . I didnt see jying on th bus O:
And today th broom guy got come O:
And he talked abit esser to me . Hahahahs !
Aft all , i think he was joking c:
Hehs .
But he also cute larh .
Cute till block my way and make my fingers tio scalded . D:

Th customer needed his fries . Damn despo for his fries .
Thn i ran to take his fries lorh . D:
Thn so damn crowded thre at th place whre burgers slide down .
Thn i couldn't squeeze through . D:
I was like a maniac shouting ,
" Hey rang lu ! Hey excuse me ! D: "
Thn th fries damn f-ing hot sia .
Both my thumbs and index fingers tio scalded . D:
I almost dropped it on th floor .
But i told myself .
' Ren ! Ren ! Must ren ! Ltr customer angry ! '
Thn i ren till i got back to th tray .
I dropped th fries on his tray ! D:

I dropped it and blew my fingers .

It was DAMN hot .. Burning .

Inferno .

Thn i realised i dropped his fries .

I was like ,
" Omg . Omg . Oh my , mama . "
Thn some fries dropped out of th tray .
Thn he was like .
Woah .
But he did sth i didnt expect him to .
He picked up th fries and said ,
" Ehs be careful leh . "
OO ' Okhays i will :D
Thn he went .
I was like , applying pressure on my fingers x_______x
Oh my .. Homeh .

Thn today Saturday worh ! :D
Got complimentary drink :D
This time was orange punch i think . O:
NICE LEH !
I want drink somemore ! O:
But aft my 1st cup , got customer .
Thn i went out do runner .
Thn i forgot abt getting a 2nd serving - -

O yarh !
This was my 1st time working in th morning .
Thn horh , I wasn't sure abt how
McRiddles , Mega McRiddles , Sausage McMuffin , Hotcakes , Hot cakes w/ sausage , and other stuff looks like .
So i was kinda lag .
Thn my order , Mega McRiddles slided out , right infront of me ,
I was staring at it . OO '
" Is this Mega McRiddle ? O: "
Thn i continued staring at it .
Thn my counter came .
She took th burger and put it infront of my face .
" Look , this is Mega McRiddles ! See , th wrapper got ' Mega ' , also got ' McRiddles ' ! Learn okhay ? Quick ! Go give this ! "
I was like . OO '
' Huhh ? Really ? I was staring at my order for like so long ? '
Lol . P:
I know i nwb larh xD
Thn kinda didnt get to familiarize whid th breakfast menu .
Cos it was a fast flow of despo customers .
Thn got one customer ask if can have th hotcake syrup .
Thn i didnt know whre it was lol .
So i went all overth counter to serach for it . P:
Thn i gave up and went to th cabinet whre all th sauces are placed to be refilled . I took one two syrup for them O:
I rli damn nwb larh in th morning - -
And yarh . OT for a momment . P:
I HAVE A CUT ON MY INDEX FINGER ! D: D: D: !
*&^%$#@! !
Okhay back to topic :D
Whads th topic ?

Okhays .
Whn i came and punch in for work , th manager made me be a drink drawer .
I thought it would be an easy task as only drinks are concerned .
But .. Hell i know it would be so damn messy - -
A lagger like me can nvr be a drink drawer or else
1) Thre will be chaos .
2) Thre will be extra drinks .
3) Thre will be cold milo instead of hot milo .
4) Thre will be bags and bags of tea bags arnd th place .
5) Thre will be lack of coffee .
6) Drinks will overflow .
7) Th drinks screen will be full of orders .

O man .
Thn heng got one counter th runner gtg punch out .
So i got to wrok normally as a runner .
And hell again i know if morningwas th worst time to work in .
Even as a runner .
O man ! D: D: HEAVOC !
*&^%$#@ !
SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS MACMADNESS ! ARGH !

Someone is gna read this post soon aft i post it on . O:
And i'm going to tell tht person ,
" HEHS ! YOU KEEP READING AND NVR TAG ME ! D: "

&So will you rmb to tag ? :D

2008-12-05T07:38:00.000-08:00

Day #62

I'm trying hard to not let my feelings leak out through my facial expressions .. I'm trying hard not to let anyone notice th pain in my heart .. I'm trying very hard to not think abt you .. I'm trying very hard to just let it go .. I'm trying very hard to resist th temptation .. I'm trying very hard to ignore you .. I'm trying very hard to not feel anything .. I'm trying very hard to heal my heart aft you destroyed it .. I'm trying very hard to give you my blessings .. I'm trying very hard to enjoy life like i wanted it .. I'm trying very hard to not recall your looks .. I'm trying very hard to give myself sometime to get over it .. I'm trying my best to be fair to JROME .. I'm trying very hard to kick away th heartaches .. I'm trying very hard to take my heart back from you and give it to JROME .. I'm trying very hard .. To do things i want .. But why does it hurt so much ..? Iettai .. Iettai .. It hurts .. It rli hurts .. It rli does .. Trust me .. It rli does hurt .. Alot .. O yes .. Alot ..

Hehs .
You didnt see anything . P:

Wondered why i chose to go home on my own ?
Aft th tragic incident , i locked myself up in my room and faced th four walls .
' Why did it happen anyway ..? '

And this may be th answer to my question .

I would pester him to fetch me home .
Aft sch , aft cca , aft whadever stuff tahts has managed to sqeeze into my schedule .
And if he didnt , i would be angry . Real angry .
I was a bstrd . Real bstrd .
Even if he did do so , he would sometimes be late .
His reasons , i classified them as excuses .
Bstrd me .
Absurd . Nwb . Stpd . F-ed up . Me .

I would go out whid friends and stuff telling only myself and noone else .
I then would demand him to fetch me home aft my stuff .
And he had no choice but to do so .
Or else i would be angry and cold-shoulder him for awhile .
Bstrd .
And whn he went bb whid his friends and had not much time to spare me , i would fire up .
F you .
If he happened to be playing bb whid some girls , jealousy would get th better of me .
F me inside out , upside down .
Thinking of that , i reckoned that i spoke to more guys than he did to girls . He didnt say anything .
I was rli a bstrd . Bstrd , really .
It didnt come to me , as he was having his own time , having fun .
I just thought that he didnt want to see me and to him , his friends were more impt .
Tht was rli bstrd-ish of me .
How could i have overlooked th fun and joy he could have if i wasnt so damn demanding and sensitive ?
How could i have forced him into a world of darkness whn everything here is so damn dull and black ?
How could i have been such a frk ?
Did i rli have brains then ?
Did i rli have a heart then ?
I shouldn't deserve such kind treatment .
It was a miracle that it lasted for 2years .
Closing to 3 .
It was a real miracle .
He could have chosen to gain freedom afew weeks aft we got tgt .
But he didn't . He gritted his teeth till he couldnt take it anymore .
And hence , it's over .
I was such a bstrd .
Looking back , i could have had him forever . But i threw it away using my own hands .

I didnt try to understand him . I didnt try to please him . All i did was to take , not giving anything .
Stpd frk ..

I hope i have learnt my mistake .
I have lost someone i loved .
And i need to make sure it wont happen again .
I want to treasure you ..
I want to respect you ..
I dont want to be a burden to you ..
I want you to be happy whid me ..
I rli do ..
I want you to have fun ..
I want to see you smile ..
I dont want you to end up like him ..
I dont want you to be put at a spot ..
I dont want you give up everything cos of me ..
I dont want to lose you ..
I dont want to lose you ..
Rli i dont ..

&It's true .. I dont ..

2008-12-05T05:54:00.000-08:00

Day #61

Hehs . Work work o man .
Wait . whad did i plan to blog whn i was in jj's hse ?
And whad did i plan on blogging while i was bathing ? OO '
Lme guess .. Wait . Lme think . -_________-
O yarh .

Thn broom guy didnt turn up for work today P:
Hahs . Maybe is his off day today barh P:
But i hc - -

In jj hse
Guys who go to another guy's hse will do sth wrong .
O:
Do whad lehs ?
Sth which whn your gf see maybe will ditch you .
But i didnt . I was magnanimous . Is that how you spell it ? O:
Hc .
They pile up on jj's bed and f-ed tgt OO '
Nice scene . :D
I was so dman good i didnt ditch JROMEH aft seeing that O:
HAHAHAHAHS !
I'm divine .
I forgave him O:
I'm good right ? P:
They rli f-ed each other upside down - -
And btw , JROMEH now calling me lol .
Although we both on msn , he called me P:
Cute sia xD
And his chinese is damn cute xD
I want him speak chinese to me P:
He cute sia xD
His expressions , his sounds , his laughter .
Hahahs ! Damn cute sia .
Just now in jj th jia ,
He did th duck sound .
Omg damn funny P:
HAHAHS !
I nothing more to post abt this lerh O:

Work
I met Jiaying on th bus O:
She dyed her hair O:
Thn her hair grew longer :D
Still as chio larh :D
But horh ,
Being chio doesnt give you th right to destroy my pouch ! D:
She destroyed my zip ! D:
Bad laopeh D:
Destroy my pouch still want me buy house for you ?
I FOLD PAPER AEROPLANE FOR YOU ARH !
Paper aeroplane at least can let you fly around th world arh .
P:
But go see weather forecast 1st .
If rain thn i cant guaruntee if th plane can continue flying P:
And if it rli cant , it would help if you knew how to swim ! :D

Now hearing my msn song on JROMEH's com P:
It's DAMN SLOW !
I didnt know my email sounded sth like that OO '
But anw ,
moonlite_sonata sounds nice :D
But horh , i feel like changing leh O:

Yawn . Lazy to post lerh - -

&HAVE FUN READING ! :D

2008-12-04T07:19:00.000-08:00

Day #6O

Aft editing O:
I think its kinda messy lehs D:
Wna edit it again but headache -________-
and ♥JROMEH sudd sign out OO '
Tio dc or ? D:
But anw , imma go audi lerh ;D
Train BU . Hehs .

&im sorry its purple-ish O:

2008-12-04T06:15:00.000-08:00

Day #59

Hehs . 1st photo whid ♥JROMEH P:

Kinda unexpcted for a 1st photo whid a std right ?

Couldnt help it xD

Thn flower i held was given to me by YY P:

Ask me take one pic whid ♥JROMEH xD

He damn cute larh xD

Take th BIGBIG bear baobao P:

Thn YY want take pic .

Thn rj ask me go in pei him take O:

Thn YY go take one flower give me ask me hold xD

Hehs .

I look stpd right ? D:

Cos i was resisting from laughing xD

Thn got few other pics we took tgt O:

Gna edit them ltr . :D

Go out whid rj they all can laugh till like maniacs .

Next day go mental hospital also not suprising P:

YY they all damn photogenic sia O:

I cannot compare whid them x_______x

But i rli look damn chou T_____________T

It took me some time to upload th pic up thre .

I was thinking abt whether to show th world how ugly i looked . O:

But then again , i think only afew who's damn close to me come nia P:

See cbox <<

Notice all same names right ? P:

Hehs . Proof . My blog isnt tht popular P:

But whad can i do ? Maybe its better this way O:

I always thought shijie was a nerd . P:

Until whn we went out tgt in groups , then i started to notice he was more thn just a book worm .

Hehs . He also damn dirty one lorh D:

At th Toys R Us he go stack elmos and elmos up tgt to make them look as if they were f-ing . Lol . He also cute larh in a way .

He also got ahpek side .

We took mrt to Harbour front .

Before entering th wdl mrt station , he bought th straits times .

He told me cos th mrt journey is gna be damn long and so he can read .

Thn on th mrt he like ahpek lorh .

His sportshoe , high cut socks , his glasses and news papers makes him look like a perfect ahpek . Only whid lesser grey hair larh O:

At 1st say want go watch movie . Thn aft tht they change target . Go camwhore at vivo . Lol . So i kinda brought my jacket for nth D:

Wait . I think it did help in keeping my shoulder warm P:

I go hang it on my shoulder lol .

And its kinda cold in Vivo . O:

Heng arh Heng arh .

Jackets are man's best friends :D

Ltr maybe playing BU whid ♥JROMEH and rj .

Rj dont blieve JROMEH pro-er thn me O:

Cos rj win him marh . Thn i win JROMEH marh .

Thn i say is he let me win th lol .

Thn JROMEH also say he didnt play srs whid rj P:

Thn whn rj requested for a rematch tonight ,

JROMEH turned to me and murmurred ,

" Omg im dead . "

LOLL ! Cute sia xD Hahahs !

But i think he rli pro lorh O:

He play DJmax damn pro x____x

Thn O2jam also quite pro barh O:

So logically , BU also sure pro one . P:

I shall go edit pic lerh P:

♥JROMEH online lerh ;D

&Bears ♥ Flowers :D

2008-12-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

Day #58

Went for breakfast in th morning in sch P:
Mdm Mathews farewell got cake and snacks ! :D
1.5O$ lehs ! O:
But anw . :D
Th cake was nice :D But i didnt go for 2nd round like i expected myself to O:
I didnt know why lol . Hmm ..
Maybe cos thre wasnt any left for me ? - - Lol .

Argh my hair messy again ! D:<

Thn got a lollipop from Emilia :D
I didnt eat it O:
I didnt goble it up instantly like i would if you gave me one .
This , i held it in my hand P:
Thn i walk home .
Use com .. Thn pack my things O:
I dont know why lehs .
Today bring th stuff same as any other days th .
But today like i forgot sth lol .
Thn i walk to bus stop thn i found out i forgot to bring my headpiece .
- -
Argh ! Thn on bus damn brouing th lorh !
No headpiece = No music !
Thn just , sms lorh .
My Jromeh sms me marh P:
Thn i dman happy lorh LOLs .
Cos got ppl sms me , pei worh O:
Thn maybe wont be so men marh .
Men as in boring . Lol .
Thn he sms awhile , thn strt to late rply O:
Thn late rply , late rply , till i reach lerh P:
O yarh th bus !

I took bus 911 to cwp interchange .
Thn Jrome said he wanted to pei me but cant . Scared i late O:
So swt P:
Thn i offered to wait for him P:
For my own good also O:
Thn aft tht my bus rli came .
Thn Jrome ask me board th bus O:
Ltr late he feel bad Px
Thn heng queue long enough for me to get his rply xD
If not i wait next bus lerh O:
Tht bus interval is i think .. 15-2Omins ? O:
Thn we sms-ed ..
Thn he late rply ..
Thn i think i dont disturb him lerh lol .
Thn gna reach my stop lerh .
Just th next one .
I punched th button beside me .
Thn i waited .
I got rdy my things ,
Put my jacket on my arm ,
Put hp into pouch ,
And sat up str P:
Thn th bus stopped O:
Thn i was kinda alarmed .
Th lady beside me nvr give way to me OO '
Wth ? Didnt she see me attacking tht red button ? O:
Didnt she see me getting rdy to get off ? D:
Thn i look at her lol .
Marh th . She slp-ing - -
Thn i say ,
" Erhm .. Excuse me ? "
Thn she opened her eyes and tio shocked P:
Thn she look arnd , thn she say ,
" Sorry sorry ! Quick quick ! "
LOL Thn i was like ,
You dont give way how i quick lol .
Thn she gave way larh .
Whn i reached th door , it closed .
I pressed th button again .
Th bus stop awhile .
But door nvr open lol .
Thn it continued . D:<
Hehs !
Thn bohbian lorh . Wait next stop D:
And from thre i walked back to King Albert .
Argh ! My stamina .
I wonder whn's th next beep test .
Omg im gna fail again .
1st time try beep test was lv4.5 sth like tht .
Thn 2nd time shot up so much .
But still not good D:
Lv6.3 .
Th rquirement for being an umpire is beep test Lv7 .
OMG . I can nvr do that .

Thn work , th manager made me cover thuis girl for 1st lobby , while she go break .
I walked arnd , for 3Omins . That's VERY long if you have nth to do and have to look busy .
Thn she finally came back :D
IM saved ! :D
Thn manager ask me do 2nd lobby , ask tht girl go punch out . - -
Another lobby . Omg .
And this time , i walked arnd th 2nd floor for like , 2hrs ? WTF ?
My shoe th sole is hard th lorh . Damn pain leh my feet ! D:
Thn i nth to do marh .
I find sth to do lorh .
I started to sweep th stairs .
Thn while sweeping , suddenly got one crew member tap me from behind .
He ask ,
" Whad you doing ? "
Thn i say ,
" Huhh ? Me ? "
Thn he say ,
" Yarh . Whad you doing darling ? "
Thn i say ,
" Ehhs .. Sweeping th floor ? Eh wait . Huhh ? "
Thn he laugh . Lol . Funny meh D:
" You no boyfriend right ? "
Thn i shocked marh . I didnt think - -
Thn he say ,
" No right ? Then can i be your boyfriend ? "
Thn i was rli damn shocked larh hahs .
I shake my head so vigerously till like gna come off like that - -
Thn he say ,
" Why ? You like someone arh ? "
Thn i didnt rply lol . Cos no time to rply also . Ltr manager see us talking how ? D:
Thn he gave up larh hehs P:
Say , " Manager call you btw . "
Thn he took th brrom from me hehs .
At 1st i thought he was joking larh .
Thn my hand still on th broom . Lol .
Thn he pointed ,
" Thre thre , th red shirt girl . She call you . Rli larh . "
Hehs . Thn i go down see her lol .
Thn she gave me th runner job ! :D
Runner is fun-er thn lobby can ?!
Thn at least whn no customer , got stuff for me to do th !
And tht guy will chat whid me lol . He damn funny larh . Only every knows my name and i dont even know one of theirs .
Eh wait . I know some OO '
Cos th name funny P:
LOL !
But i wont say out larh P:
Thn we talked marh . No customers we talk P:
But dont let manager see us O:
He ask me why nvr go work last week .
I say i go Macau and HK .
Thn he tell me if i go thailand no need come back alr . Lol .
Thn he keep telling me abt th customers .
Thn got one customer buy vanilla cone for her child marh .
Thn he was like , jumping jumping arnd her screaming ,
" ICE CREAM ! YAY ICE CREAM ! "
Thn tht crew mate who was talking to me , do some actions P:
He gestured th motion of shoving th whole ice cream into th boy's mouth .
Thn he say ,
" Yo kid , this is whad you get whn you scream for ice cream . "
Thn i was giggling xD Must resist temptation to laugh xD
Thn ltr , tht guy who snatched my broom away from me , he came to do counter .
Thn my counter gone dno go whre lol .
Thn manager come out . Ask me be runner .
Thn he ask tht guy ,
" Whre your runner ? Wait , who your runner ? "
Thn tht crew say dont know lol . Cute sia P:
Thn manager turn arnd and ask me ,
" You runner right ? You runner for who ? "
Thn i dont know how to ans lol . Yes i am a runner . But i dont know my counter run go whre lol .
Thn tht guy go say to manager ,
" Eh Jaslyn runner arh ? She be my runner larh . I got order alr . "
Hehs . Thn i okhay lorh . Go see order .
Thn whn i attempting to doth orders , th manager stop me lol .
He say ,
" No no ! Jaslyn want punch out alr . 6oclock lerh ! "
Thn i look at th clock . Yarh horh ! See larh ! Runner so fun ! Fun till forgot time P:
Thn tht guy was like , to me , Hahahahahs ! LOL !
Need find new runenr Px
And thre like very lil runner . O:
Thn i go punch out lorh ~ :D

Aft my meal , i changed and came out larh .
Thn drive through crew was saying bbye to me :D
Thn tht guy whom talked to me , and tht one who snatched my broom also say bbye lol .
They say like damn loud lorh .
I was like , walking out from th counter thre , thn th drive though guy come say ,
" Eh , ni zou lerh arh ? I thought you damn early punch out lerh now thn you go out arh ? Lol . "
Thn i say ,
" Hahs eah . Eating marh . "
Thn tht crew talk to me one say ,
" Eh bbyes hong kong girl O: Rmb dont go thailand arh . We want see you work horh . "
Hehs i laugh larh P:
Cute sia th ppl .
Thn th broom buy he bad sia .
Nvr take order thn look at me shout ,
" Bbye jaslyn ! :D "
Hahs th customer sure dlan xD
Thn they keep spamming me bbyes , thn th drive through guy tell me ,
" Eh , ta man dou shi bian tai lai th . Bu yao guan ta men larh horh ? Bye Bye :D "
Thn i laugh again P:
Thn i wave one last bbyes thn go lerh O:
And i didnt miss my stop ! :D
Hehehs !

&Eah you didnt neglect me O: did you ?

2008-12-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

Day #57

Hehs . Today was FUN ! :D
Hehs .

Nball
Set my alarm on to wake me up at 6.35am .
It rang , yes it did .
Just as i expected , I was lazy and reluctant to get outta bed O:
I set it on snooze P:
I purposely set on 6.35am cos i know i will turn it on snooze P:
Thn another 9mins ltr , 6.51am ,
It rang again P:
I turned it off O:
Thn continued slp-ing P:
Thn my granmarh keep tugging at my pillow ask me wake up go nball P:
7+ lerh worh P:
Thn finally at 7.14am i woke , Whn i need to be thre at th nball court at like .. Earlier thn 7.3Oam ? O:
O man xD
Thn i nvr chiong worh . I was like .. Lazing arnd .. P:
Very lazy . Like hvn wake up ldt O:
O mannnnnnnn .
My eyes were closed whn i brushed my teeth x______x
Thn i think i slpt awhile on th toilet bowl O________O
Omg i typed that out O:
P: hehs . Tht's whad you expect from JSLYN right ?
Hehs . Thn went to oil my hair ..
Thn go comb for like how many mins ..
Thn finally go back study room search for rubberband ..
Thn come out again to tie hair ..
I wonder if my eyes were still closed O:
Finally got my hair done . Thn i combed my fringe P:
And accidentally combed out th tied hair O:
Thn need re-tie everything P:
And another 5mins passed O: :D
I took my keys and opened th door .
And i didnt have my shoes on - -
Went back in to wear my sportshoe .
Thn came out to lock th door and i realised th shoebag i was carrying was empty .
And i went back in to get my slippers . Argh !
Thn i did one last min check and
Okhays . Rdy to go O:
Locked th door and headed for RS Netballcourt .
I was practically strolling . - -
O mannnnnn .
Im late lerh lehs ! Still stroll ! Argh !

Thn during nball , i managed to train abit P:
I had some slight difficulty in breathing ..
But heng soon got break . Thn can heal O:
Thn aft tht coach ask us do courtwork . O__O
O man . Flu cannot do arh .
Thn i go tell coach O:
Thn tio meh by coach P:
Say why didnt tell her earlier P:
Hehs . Thn i stayed , again , at th sidelines .
Since i got nth to do , and my butt damn pain cos of th hard concrete floor , i decided to help out deco-ing th farewell cards .
My twin-head marker ink ! D:
D':
Abit heartbroken D:
My full-inked twin-head marker tio used till like that D:
SPAM TILL LIKE SIAOOOO ! D: D:
Argh ! But nvm .
Right now , i dont rli use tht for drawing lerh .
I figured i was not tht pro yet to draw using markers .
So .. Just settle for pencils 1st barhs c:
Slowly slowly , step by step .
You will get thre . Dont say draw whid markers .
Splash using paint also can O:
I rli hope i can get to tht lv ,
Which i can rli draw and use paint x_________x
Okhays .
And before training , Chels come talk to me O:
I was shocked lol . She dont rli talk to me for nth th lol .
1st she ask me ,
" Eh Jslyn ! You got bf arh ? "
Thn i shocked marh . I keep shaking my head . LOL .
I didn't rli know whad to ans lol .
Thn she ask ,
" Have larh . Got ppl chuan da message to me okhay ?
He from whad sch ? "
Thn i said , " I think from christ church barh . "
LOL . To think i said ' i think ' .
O man Jeromeh's gna smack me O:
Nvm . He wont :D
Jeromeh so guai P:
OMG he's rli gna smack me for this xD
Thn chels say ,
" Thre you see , i know you have one !
Jerome right his name ? He know tht who arh ?
That , that , o yarh ! That nicholas ! You give him my number arh ? "
Thn i remained cool P: Denied .
" No whad . "
Thn she say ,
" He go tell me is he ask Jerome ask you one ! "
Thn i said ,
" Hehs . He got ask Jerome ask me larh . But i told him i cannot give him your number cos scared ltr you scold me . Thn i tell him find other sources O: "
Thn she say ,
" Hah ! He lie to me ! Eh ni bang worh marh ta horh ! Ta pian worh ! "
Thn i just gongong say " ehs .. OKhay ! :D "
I dont know whad she talking abt -_____-
Thn aft nball i made my way to th bustop ,
To go to cwp .

Not nball
Met JEROMEH in TZ P:
I didnt know they outside arh !
Thn he came in and scared me . Lol . P:
Hehs .
Boring boring , skip skip .
Went to Yishun safra club O:
I didnt know thre was a place like this O:
Thn went in .
Th bowling .. Place . O:
Air-conditioned :D
Happy larh cos i was damned hot tht time D:
Sweating somemore !
Thn aft awhile inside ,
I started to feel cold x___________x
O man . Wearing white somemore . D: <
And FBT !
Hehs . I watched them play .
JEROMEH GOT 1STRIKE ! :D
Yay !
:D
Thn i didnt play P:
Too nwb lerh . Go thre diulian only Px
Thn aft tht we went to play those machine games .
Spot th difference thing . They give you 2 pictures and you have to spot th diff P:
Nic th 5Oc tio dropped inside th machine O:
Horhorh shijie !
Thn aft tht i watched JEROMEH and nic play pool .
Like damn chim like that ! Omg !
D:
I thought tht JEROMEH was wonderful larh P:
He knows bowling ,
He knows bb ,
He knows badminton ,
He knows pool ,
He knows guitar ,
He knows piano ,
He knows many songs ,
He knows dance ,
He knows a wide range of vocabulary ,
He knows alot of things arh !
And somemore now he learning Bass lehs !
OMG !
Lets see .
I dont know bowling ,
I dont know bb ,
I dont know badminton ,
I DONT KNOW POOL ,
I dont know alot of things arh !
D:
But nvm . He know can lerh P:
Yawnn .

Thn aft tht , we came back to cwp .
We split .
YY RJ and CY go home ,
Thn nic and shijie go vista 1st .
JEROMEH pei worh hui jia :D
Mhai xiang whai .
We are guaikiasxz . :D
Thn i bought HONEYDEW SAGO from th sweet talk .
Recommended by JEROMEH ! :D
Nice lehs ! Th flavour damn cute P:
I dont know why but whn i had my 1st sip ,
Cute was th 1st word tht came into my mind .
P:
Thn we walked back .
Eh sally .
We WALKED back lehs !
I WALKED BACK LEHS !
P:
Hehs .
I made him walk long cuts all th way to my blk P:
And not only he suffer arh .
He so stranger to my place thre .
Imagine someone bring you arnd a place you not familiar whid . P:
You feel lost th lorh .
Thn he say nvr feel tht way .
Trying to put up a strong front ehs ? P:
No need th larh ! xD
Not only he feel weird .
My feet also tired - -
LOL
I no stamina arh .
I cannot walk for so damn long D:
But i sitll bring him arnd ,
Wan you shi jie P:
No larh . Is wan you wu lan . O:
Wu lan is wdl right ? P:
Hehs .
Thn aft fetching me home , he went to vista play bb O:
Hehs .

And i wondered .
Why th ppl whom i be whid likes bb lol .
Sally you also wondering horh ?
-_________-
Only Fiq dont like bb O:
Th rest expt DRYL is know from bb th - -
But soon ltr Dryl also like bb and neglect me ! D:
Omg will i encounter that again ?
Nvm . Dont think abt it .
Whn it happens , it happens .
Thinking abt it only makes you look like a panda .
Hmm .. But i rli hope it wont happen ..
Hehs .

&Eah i used th '&' sign ! :D

2008-11-30T20:55:00.000-08:00

Day #56

Hehs back fomr MACAU !~ :D
Came back whid one lagguage full of new clothes :D
Heh hehs !
Thn damn tired larh .
Came back at home at like 1am+ .

Thre damn cold lorh O:
And thre i saw real chickens . - -
CHICKENS , ji .
Hookers lol .
Macau got ALOT of casinos and
Casinos got ALOT of hookers .
We walked past them lorh .
They like look at us like ,
"omg they so damn laotu . "
Like they look down at us lorh .
They think being hookers is a damn proud thing .
Thn i stare back at one of them P:
One is damn tall worh O:
Taller thn my laopeh >_____<
If so damn tall you want how f sia ? P:
And horh , their skirts are damn short .
If you are those small small kids ,
Like p1 like that horh ,
You can see all sorts of patterns :D
Or maybe .. You see skin colour ? OO
O my -______________-
And their blouse is like ,
Is that a blouse or a swimming costume ?
Can see almost all their treasures .
O man .
Hais . Walk walk lorh .
Thn sudd think of Jerome OO'
Will he tio hooked ? O: LOL
Thn i keep telling myself not to think about it - -
Argh .

Nvm . I slpt whid my wind breaker :D

We went to different shops .
Thn i was looking for stuffs , maybe can buy for Jerome .
D: but none nice leh ..
So i didnt buy anything - -
O man .
he's gna get angry O:
Sorry P:
Thn got nothing buy for sally also D:
Got sth buy for ahneh leh !
Keropi ! :D
But damn ex P:
Cos at th SANRIO shop x_____x
SANRIO leh .
All my cai chan gone arh .

Yawnn .
Ltr shld go bb ? O:

&I'm back ! :D Miss me ?

2008-11-25T19:42:00.000-08:00

Day #55

It's gna be time soon . I will leave for changi in afew mins later O:
So by th time im back , i think almost all 2/5 ppl have read my sms or dn , and rply me P:
Thn arjun will call me maybe on th 1st , and i tell him my results ..
Hmm .. This is gna be hard D:

Finished editing audi pictures O:
And it turned out like sht D:
But anw , gtg soon . D:

I'll be back on th 3Oth , MIDNIGHT FLIGHT ! O:
Tatarhs ~ :D

&O yes i will miss you .

2008-11-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

Day #54

I dream about you today . I dream abt sth , sth which makes me think tht you broke up whid me cos of a reason . And th reason wasn't simply , you don't love me anymore . So tell me , whad's bothering you ..?

&You can share it whid me . You might hurt me but i wont mind if it's you ..

2008-11-20T19:03:00.000-08:00

Day #53

Sometimes i just frking hate my bro - -
Keep retorting whn i try to correwct his mistakes .
ANGRY SIA ! *&^%$#@!
DAMN ! D:<

Now quite sian lerh . O:
Went toilet do BIGGGG business 4TIMES alr today .
This morning . O man .. I wonder whad i ate .. D:
Thn last night damn cold sia .. D:
Usually th fan turn on at lv2 .
Thn i go tune it down O:
But still cold D:
Thn this morning too cold lerh ,
I bring my bolster out to th sofa and slpt thre O:
Thre fan no on , and windows closed P:
I was slping thre comfortably , thn my bro wake up - -
He come out living room and turn on th fan . lv3 somemore !
Thn i tell him ,
" Ehs i from th room come out cos too cold and here you on th fan max arh ? "
Thn he retort back ,
" Eh you think you whad ? You cold i hot cannot arh ? "
Thn i bth i give up thn i sat upright watch tv .
Cannot slp arh - -
So cold , ltr slp thn die O:
Now still so cold D:
Hugging my bolster :D
Hello kitty th P:

Ltr need bring GR go interview ..
Hope we can work same timeslot P:
Thn i we can go and come back tgt :D
Also can eat tgt :D
Th beginning i was so damn shy lorh P:
Don't dare talk . If he work same shift as me ,
I got someone to talk to P:
Thn i wont be so anjing lorh O:

&Tml you're coming back ! :D

2008-11-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

Day #52

Does this look like HITSUGAYA ? P:

I know , everything looks weird D:

But , I LIKE TH FACE SHAPE ! :D

I hope i can master this skill or using PAINT ..

D: Long long .. OOO:

&again , 2more days !

2008-11-19T17:42:00.000-08:00

Day #51

I think i have gotten used to th fact he's gone . c:

Maybe its th way he NOW talks to me .

Last night he talked to me P: About vin wanting to buy 5kcash O:

But anw , vin ask me lerh and he say he considering our deal P:

So we talked abt sth else , maple . O:

He told me maple if you change pass can get maple point ? O:

He say dont want thn give him lol .

Thn give lorh O:

I also dont rli maple much . O:

Hehs . Drew this last night using paint P:

Tht time agnes showed me a pict of a formal suit guy .

She drew it using paint O:

I was thinking ,

Wow .. Paint damn diff how you do one sia ?

Thn i tried it myself . And this was my 1st attempt ..

I can try harder next time :D

I'm not satisfied whid this D:

Looked like it has so many probs here and there .

Th ear , th hair , th neck , th eyebrow O:

Th eye is th most diff to draw O: <

Th hair is most tedious .

I think next time i shld add colour P:

I wonder if th artists draw their characters on com ..? O:

O no !

&It's another 2days till you come back .

2008-11-16T18:37:00.000-08:00

Day #5O

Hehs ! I see a number 5 leading th O up there :D
IT'S TH 5OTH POST !

And i just received an sms from JEROMEH .
He in plane lerh D: Turning off his hp lerh D:
I'm gna be lonely for hmm .. afew days till he comes back on sat .
D:
That long ! O:
Take cares ! JEROMEH ! :D

Ltr going for job interview .. At th mac in King Albert .
I sms-ed SALLY and asked if she wanted a job .
And she told me she hvn reach 14 yet P:
I FORGOT ! P:
Hehs . And she told me in her sms too ,

[]SALLY` 17-NOV-2OO8 1O:O6
Lol! King albert?
Queen jiaying ah? Lol
nah cannot de, need juz nice 14 den can.
Hoho!

LOL xD
She send me th P:
Funny horh ? P:
Hehs !

I was shocked whn i received a call from an unknown number . P:
I was in laopeh's car lol .
And he blasting th music damn loud . D:
I wanted to pat him and gesture to him to lower th vol .
IT AN IMPT CALL IM ANSWERING HERE !
Thn i hesitated for awhile .
Whad if i pat daddy thn he dulan thn turn arnd and shout at me 'WHAD?!'
Thn th lady at th other end of th line will have a bad impression on me D:
Thn i dno whad to do .
I think i sweat-ed . P:
Thn i rli bth . She keep talking and i cannot rli make out whads she's trying to tell me . O:
Thn i managed to tap my laopeh's shoulder .
He looked back whid tht scarey eyes . Thn i gestured to him tht im on th phone .
Thn he go turn his keys and th engine stopped .
I looked out , we were at th gas station . Cheh .
Laopeh wna pump petrol . Thought he so good lme talk on phone peacefully . O:
Thn he went out . I continued chatting whid th lady P:
I learn from SAllY , must pao charborhs to let them have a good impression on you P:
Like she wna jio my arhmarh D:<

-SALLY , LEAVE MY ARHMARH ALONE ! O:

Let's see . Whn i logged in , someone msn me P:
Kinda weird barh . Cos
1st-ly , ppl msn-ing me other thn SALLY or JEROMEH is weird enough .
2nd-ly , th person msn-ing me was DRYL th maple mei . OO '
DRYL TH MAPLE MEI LEH . Although its mei , but she 16years old - -
Thn she msn me leh OO
Scare me leh ! We hardly talk th leh ! I even forgot she was in my msn leh ! O: O:
Thn she msn me .

u watch bleach too?

Thn she ask me watch bleach movie 2 P:
I'm gna do so whn im done whid this post P:

She recommended me bleach movie 2 is cos ..
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO APPEARS ALOT INSIDE ! :D :D
IM SOOOO GNA WATCH IT ! :D

Thn she told me she like ichimaru gin more O:
Thn i wanted to like , debate whid her HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO is much more attractive thn gin , i decided not to P:
My type of debate is like SALLY th larh P:
Friendly debate , friendly argue , P: Friendly objection P:
It's those joking type barh .
But thn , DRYL's maple mei sounded fierce O:
It was conversations whid no smileys DDDDD:
Like so fierce >_____<'
Th only smiley she used was
'i lov ichimaru gin more ><'
Hehs . thn th rest she was smiley-less O:
So i dare not friendly debate whid her O:
Les she rli damn angry >_______<
Thn ppl arnd me gta get rdy my grave TT

&my fringe is making my face itchyyyyyy .

2008-11-15T06:47:00.000-08:00

Day #49

ON SPECIAL REQUEST , i came to update abit P:

As you can see , it's obvious tht i hvn been posting for th past .. 1week ?
And here's th reason why .
IM CHIONG-ING BLEACH ! ~ :DD

I CANT RISK MISSING MY CHICKEN MEAT ! DD:
O man . P:
HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO is shuai P:
I got so fascinated by him that i went to look for his picts and because of pure despo-ness , i got tricked by sam . D:

Thank you Jeromeh ~ *LOL JEROMEH !*
Thanks JEROMEH for sending me themes , and some chicken meat pictures ! :D
Thanks also sam for sending me youtube links for nice themes , and making me tio tricked . D:

TODAY
Was p6 cca open hse .
I woke before my alarm . Eh why ? P:
Cos i sneezed and woke P: LOL :D
Thn i saw my hp , th time , and it was 3mins before my alarm .
I decided to continue slping P:
Awhile ltr , it rang D:
I woke again , turned of th alarm , and went back to slp .
That was 7.15am .
Thn later ,
It was 7.3Oam ..
And if i dont wake now , I'm gna be frkin late D:<
But i didnt wake up - -
I opened my eyes and daydreamed .ARGH !
And i was late today - -
I think it was whn JEROMEH sms-ed me thn i got up to my feet and went down my d-decker bed . -_______________- zzZ ..
Yawn .. I lazy to post sia D:
I SHALL JIAN CHI DAO DI ~

I reached sch .
Yihui wasnt thre yet . O:
Suprising P:
That wasnt sarcarstism P:
Thn we slacked at th nball court for like .. Damn long larh .
My fleshy butt also pain lerh , sitting on th hard cold concrete steps .
Thn sms sharon P:
Heard she tio scolded by Sally th tcher xD
xD hehs sharon ! P:

As i was having a slight flu , i stayed at th booth .
And i was so damn guai entertaining ppl who came in ! :D

TRUST ME AND YOU'RE GULLIBLE .
DOUBT ME AND YOU'RE SENSIBLE .

Thre wasnt anyone who came in anw , except afew gonggong guys and ahpeks .
I was thre playing whid my hp P:

Thn i went off at 11.3O .
am , not pm P:
I met my bro at 883 and we dapao-ed P:
At home , i didn't have time to enjoy my lunch as
Th atmosphere in th hse was kinda .. Scarey .
I shall skip tht part P:
I went to bathe and got rdy for th big occasion .
Having my hair done P:
Hehs . I too shall not elaborate much on tht . P:
Just tht my shoulders ached and my butt was hurt ,
Sitting on th chair for 4hr , 5Omin , 5Osec , 42ms . P:
I ACTUALLY TIMED THEM ! P:
And thank you JEROMEH and SALLY for sms-ing me P:
O yarh and sharon , using sally's phone P:
To keep me company and kept me from falling aslp . :D

I think i will stop here barh . I rli wna watch my bleach P:

&HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO IS MINE !

2008-11-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

Day #48

Tml , i will get to see our streaming results ..
Tml , i will get drawing materials ..
Tml , i will go for bb ..
Tml , i will go for a dental consultation ..
Tml , i will see ..
Tml , i will wait ..
Tml , i will hope ..
Tml , i will wish ..
Tml , i will wish you , a happy birthday ..

Tml ..
Tml ..

&it's just 29mins away ..

2008-11-09T07:24:00.000-08:00

Day #47

And you were as cold as ever ..
At least you talked much more than th last time ..
But .. It still hurts my heart ..

So tml is th day .. Just afew mins away ..
I want to be a part of your day .. Just that day ..
I'm satisfied .. I hope you will read that note tml ..
You know whad note .. There has my cake and candles for you ..
For you and only you ..

&it's drawing nearer ..

2008-11-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

Day #46

Just , 2hrs 12mins , before my bell rings ,
Before his day comes .
Will i get to see him tml ?
Will i get a shock tml ?
Will i be happy tml ?
Will i be disappointed tml ..?

I really want to spend tml whid you ..
I really do ..

&it soon will be tml ..

2008-11-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

Day #45

THIS , is NOT fair ! NOT . Why am i at th disadvantage ?
Doesnt anyone understand ?

&it's still 2days away ..

2008-11-08T07:00:00.000-08:00

Day #44

Sian .. My com time , my smses , my phone calls ..
All freedom becomes lesser .. And just tio meh by my mom .. Saying that i shldnt waste my smseswh im not th one in charge .. End up making myself at a disadvantage .. Hais .. Well ..
Whad can i do ? He called me to do it . - -
And i think i shld also do my part as a 2/5 barh ..
Although it will cost me loads .. I hope everyone gives me their cooperation and give me their ans asap , so that i can get over and done whid this quickly .

How are you going to celebrate that day ..?
I have so many things going on on that day ..
So many , but i managed to find time to be whid you ..
Only obstacle is , you .. Will you let me be by your side on that day ..?
See you blow th candles aft you make your wishes ..?
I dont know why .. I dare not speak to you .. Maybe its because of th reason you gave me whn we separated ..
Please .. Make me come .. I beg you ..

&its just 2more days away ..

2008-11-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

Day #43

MY SMSES ! OOOOO:

Dear 2/5 , (any 2/5 who reads this blog - -)
Please let me know which of th following dates you are available ,
via sms , msn or call my hp (9337O997) .
Dates are as follows :

24 Nov - Monday
25 Nov - Tuesday
26 Nov - Wednesday
27 Nov - Thursday
28 Nov - Friday

Th actual date and time of th class outing will soon be confirmed if you give us your cooperation . Thank you and happy hols ! :D

-JAS

2008-11-06T18:23:00.000-08:00

Day #42

Went bb yst .
Overall , i was happy barh . c:

I was glad you came ..
I was sad you didn't come up to say hi ..

Hey look , neither did i - -

I hoped i didn't give you any .. Weird feelings .
I hoped i didn't give you any .. Wrong thinkings .
I was really happy , that you , after whad had happened , still be so happy . In fact , happier thn before . I guess you knew th path you chose . I smiled , whn i saw that heartfelt laugh on your face . I guess you now only take me as an aquaintance ..

Friends - Good friends - * - aquaintance .
That , was a HUGE plunge .. Which broke my heart into more than 2 .
Scattered all over your body , i cant seem to get my heart back altogether . My heart is , yes , still whid you . It's still whid you .
Your charm , refuses to release its grip on my heart , although yours , is back to whre it belonged .

Went back home quite late .. Well , at least late enough to get a free lecture . Hehs . My laopeh's valuable da dao li .
Btw , i ate kaya waffle on th way back home P:

Hmm .. I spent 1.2O$ on bbt , another 1.2O$ on kaya waffle ..
That makes a whooping 2.4O$-cost hole in my wallet .. TT mehh ..

&will you do that again ?

2008-11-05T18:22:00.000-08:00

Day #41

YES ! I can audi lerh P:
At 1st i can audi , but cant play Kor songs ..
Thn i go play whid th amb thing , thn can lerh P:
And horh , th new style made me laggy D:
I CANT DO 15Obpm CRAZY DANCE AND CFM ! DD:

Just a few anti-audi days made my fingers stiff like HELL .
Argh . Even a lv1O also betetr then me D:
I'm sad , im depressed O:

Now i can slp lerh :D
Hurrayes !
But i still think about th lagginess .
O:
Can i not think about anything ? O:
I think about lagginess thn i cant slp - -
Cos i keep thinking about how to cure my lagginess - -
Just lme think of how to cure my ..
Keep-on-thinking-about-audi-whn-i-want-to-slp
Mindset .
O:
Okhays . I shall go audi P:

&im polishing them again

2008-11-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

Day #4O

O eah i see a number 4 on top ! :D
Finally reach 4Oposts .. Althought many more blogs have many mroe posts thn me - -
Even th ABC♥ blog also 37posts alr D:
Mehhh .

I woke up , i think about audi ..
I woke up , i think about whad i had done to my audi ..
I woke up , i think about whad i could do to my audi ..
I woke up , i think about whad i could have done to my audi ..
I woke up , i think about th posts in forums for my audi ..
I woke up , i tink about how to cure my audi ..
I woke up , i cant slp anymore - -

O man .. I want amnesia cured . D:
I cant slp at night ! So nowadays , i take an aftnn nap ..
O man .. A pig i am .. O:
Arghh .. Can someone come to my aid ?
I desperately need my sleep here !
Heng now is hol sia ..
If is sch day , somemore sec3 !
Thn cant concentrate on studies ,
Thn flunk all subj ,
Eh ? Sth pop up . Oh , 99% of my audition patch is done . P:
Let's continue .
Thn flunk all subj ,
Thn cant go into sec4 ,
Thn one year wasted ,
Thn i cannot think about audi anymore !
O:
Hmm .. Heng heng hol .. Argh ..
So can someone help me ? TT
Mehhhh ..

2008-11-03T18:19:00.000-08:00

Day #39

Now searching for DJmax songs P:
Now playing ObLiviOn right ? P:
Hehs i like playing this song P:
Both 4b and 6b .
That time laobu go marina square take sth ,
I help her queue up thn at th same time play DJmax .
ObliviOn got 2 ver marh . So aft 1st ver , i play 2nd ver .
Aft 2nd ver , i play back 1st ver P:
Thn that time noone disturb me , i play till 3k+ combo .
Thn sudd laobu tap my back thn i shocked thn i missed ><
I still rmb its nearing 4k D:
But nvm . Just a game ? P:

And JJ th psp , th DJmax is number 2 th TT
But same as DRYL th larh so nvm P:
Thn play lorh . Now i rmb whad song DRYL lme play whn i 1st touched his psp ..
GET OUT .
Lol . Harsh horh ? P:
Thn on JJ th psp i keep playing that song .
Not cos i want him to GET OUT ! Is cos it's th song i 1st played on his psp . Obviously ?

Audi i still cant play ! TT
Wha ! I went all th way to suntec and th patch itself still wont work ! TT
Mehhhhhhhhhhh !
Anyone help ? O:
And if my audi rli cant horh , means i have to quit audi right ?
Thn whad do i do whid th 3Ok in it ? - -
O man .. Maple meh ? Like not hua like that D:
Only can 9Odays D: Mehs .

IT WAS SUPRISING THAT YOU SMS-ED AND OFFERED TO CHAT .. I WAS .. NOTHING BUT HAPPY , OVERJOYED . EVEN IF YOU HAD BAD INTENTIONS , I DONT MIND .. I JUST WANT YOU TO CONTINUE BEING IN MY RECENT CONTACT LIST .. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW , I OFTEN FIND OCCASIONS TO MAKE EXCUSES , TO JUST MAKE YOU TH 1ST ON MY CONTACT LIST .. I CAN GO TO TH EXTENT OF DLTE-ING EVERYONE FROM MY RECENT CONTACT LIST EXCEPT YOU , BUT IT WONT BE FAIR TO THOSE WHOM I USUALLY SPAM .. SO .. c: im happy .

&will you continue to be in it ?

2008-11-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

Day #38

Hehs . Forgot to post about today P:

As you know , I long time nvr post lerh right ?
Hehs .

Today went to pass up th streaming form whid sally .
Thn aft tht we went to 883 , want to change marh .
Sally wna change from pe shorts to bb pants .
I wna change from FBT to CONVERSE ! bb pants .
But whn we go 883 toilet horh ,
SALLY SPOTTED A XIAOQIANG !
Thn she screamed . Thn i jumped .
Thn we went out P:
We didn't change TT

So we walked to Fushan , wna meet th JJ thre .

*HE NOW CALLING ME - -*

Lets continue .. He's still calling me ..
Thn whn we reached fushan , we saw some 2/8 ppl ..
Thn saw some evg sec th ppl , WL and WS .
Thn we sat thre and talk for awhile .. Cos he not here yet .
Ayarh lazy to say alr . He keep talking i cant concentrate on blogging ..
- -

&my ear is starting to burn ..

2008-11-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

Day #37

I feel useless .. Nvm .
ARGH ! I still cant get th audi thing right !
D:<
I'm sad .. I need help ! SOS !
I want audi ! Times are sian whidout audi !
Skills will rust if unpolished for long !
Whad's wrong whid th patch 1st !
D:
I'm .. Argh ! D:
I'm Sad TT
Srs ! I'm sad ! TT

& i want audi ! D:

2008-10-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

Day #36

I WAS HAPPY AT
31-Oct-2OO8 O8:36
&
(9:19 PM) ..

I never thought that you would lift your thumbs for me c:
I never thought that you would look my way c:
I thank you ..

Can you continue to cast that coldness away ..?

2008-10-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

Day #35

Hehs . Audi s2 ? P: I thought s2 only applies to animes and shows P:
Anw , I have trouble doing th patch D:
Now dl-ing th manual .. 19%done alr :D eah ~

Just now go 883 have breakfast .. Didnt eat much cos , i had no appetite . Is that th correct spelling ? P:
Thn aft tht pei arhmarh go market whid her .. Erhm ..
Arhmarh friends c:
Man , gossip queeeeeeeeens .. Hehs P:
Thn go supermarket .. Thn go back market .. Thn go my clique th cheapest store in SG P:
Thn i go see dentist P:
I wanted to have braces lol ..
Don't laugh Dx
I don't want to be known as Vampire lerh !
Cos in order to have Fangs , my two front teeth are bucked ..
Like whad you know ? Argh !
But Fangs are cool .. D: Really ! They are cool !
But i dont want bucked teeth ! D:
GoodBye fangs D;

O eah ~ 32% Done ~

Thn i took their name card and pwthhh out of th clinic .
Thn whn walking out of 883 , I told my arhmarh ,
' Mama , i want buy ppc .. Want follow me ? '
I asked as if i was jio-ing her . - -'
Thn she pei me go 7eleven P:
Thn she ask me buy how much th . I say i now only got 7$ ,
Only enough to buy 5k ppc ..
Thn she say ,
' Eh i buy for you larh . Nah 5$ . '
OO '
Hahs . Shocked eh ?
Thn i say thank you P:
Cos i rejected her lui for like how many years alr .
I think .. Since p6 barh .. P6 she keep asking me whad card i keep buying .
Thn she want spons me th cos she keep spons my bro , who wastes it on stuff he thinks its cool but it isnt ?
Like tht time his com got audi marh .
Thn he go spend 2Ok on msnger ,
( whn he only can on9 2times per week , and who knows if he wants to audi ? )
On 7days th clothes ,
( Those arhmarh types .. His taste i hail .. )
And other things i forgot . - -'
But anw ,

O eah ~ 53% Done ~
Don't ltr tell me cannot work . - -'

Thn i bought a Cabal ppc . 1Ok .
I want my mummmmmmmy come back !
Maybe she can spons me 5Obucks P:
That time she spons me 2Obucks ,
Cos we had some .. Deal ..?
ARGH !
Don't think about it ! :<

O eah ~ 6O% Done ~

2008-10-29T02:15:00.001-07:00

Day #34

HEHs ! And sally says he's BHB P:
Not as BHB as Gary can lerh - -'
Nice marh ? P:

Btw , that's Kaname Kuran from Vampire Knight for you .
And , HE is a GUY . :D

2008-10-28T23:36:00.000-07:00

Day #33

Today went bb whid sal , vin , and some 2/8 ppl .
And one thing i learnt is that , 2/8 males are ..
Biantai . - -'
In a " class bb " , they talk about .. erhmms ! - -'
This makes me like my class males ALOT more P:

I brought along my class Tee , cos ltr i want to go sch do some things marh .
Thn YIlling sudd sms me say whad cancelled .
Damn it ! Green shirts are marhfan to bring around can ?
And i dont want to wear it cos its so damn big ?
but anw ,
We bb-ed awhile .. 2v2v2 .
Vin & Shelly ,
Sally & .. Red Faced Guy ,
Me & TanJIng .

Vin th grp vs Sally th grp , thn vin won larh .
Obviously ? Lol . Thn we next team .
Guess whad ? Our group won P: hehs .
But i cannot deny that vin is a pro ><>
At 1st i thought that he wouldnt talk to me lol .
But thn again , when i went ,
He kinda talked to me ?
And i was shocked . For whad i was shocked ?
Cos vin talked to me . VIN talked to me .
Can you believe that ? Oo '
He told me he asked DRYl to come ..
I WAS LIKE SO DAMN HAPPY ?
Thn aft awhile he didnt appear .
Thn i ask vin , " eh i thought you asked DRYL to come ? "
Thn vin say he trick me nia . DDDD:<
ARGHHH ! HE TRICK ME ! HE PLAY WHID MY FEELINGS ! ARGHH !

Well , anw , todays was fun c:
And of course , Hot . argh ..
Im once again , black .
Great . D:<

2008-10-27T19:07:00.000-07:00

Day #32

Th day your birthday falls on , I have to go to sch early in th morning to see my streaming results .. Will th power of th birthday of my beloved see me through th day ..?

I WANT TO SPEND TH DAY WHID YOU .. ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT'S NOT GNA HAPPEN , I TRIED .
I ASKED PPL WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOU , ASKING ABT HOW THEY ARE GNA SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY TGT .. I WANT TO BE PART OF IT .. AT LEAST , LET ME BUY YOU A CAKE .. I WANT TO CONTRIBUTE TO YOUR FUN AND LAUGHTER .. TH LAST TIME WE HAD THAT WAS MORE THN DECADES AGO .. DO YOU RMB ..? LAST YEAR WE DIDN'T MANAGE TO CELEBRATE IT ON TH ACTUAL DAY AS YOU HAD STH ON . SO WE WENT ON TH DAY BEFORE . IT WAS FUN c: i ENJOYED EACH AND EVERY MINUTE WHID YOU . DO YOU STILL RMB ? PLS TELL ME YOU DO .. COS I DO c:
SO .. LET ME BUY YOU A CAKE OKHAY ..? YOU DONT HAVE TO SEE ME ANW ..

And i still await for th chance ..